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butterflywithnowings 03-02-2009 04:45 PM

save me ? *trigger all ?*
 
im fine
im fine
im fine



LIAR

stop lying


argh i cant do it

voices wont go away

just found out my best mates in hospital - not allowed to see her

ive been told to stop seeing death as the only option

but its really hard not to

need to cut
but i dont wanna

sorry for posting again :(

Lyssie 03-02-2009 04:49 PM

Don't be sorry for posting hun... It sounds as though you're really struggling at the moment...
Do you know why you're feeling this way? Or is that a stupid question because I know that sometimes EVERYTHING and NOTHING can get me down and make me not want to be alive nomore. And it must be so overwhelming and hard with not being able to see your friend! I'm so sorry -cuddles-...
Is there anyone you can talk to who will keep you safe and distracted? Do you have anyone professional you can call?? What are the voices saying, are they saying nasty things to you?

I hope you're okay hun *hugs* I'm Lyssie by the way,

xx

butterflywithnowings 03-02-2009 04:51 PM

thanks for reply
means alot

theyr telling me to OD cut leave the earth

Lyssie 03-02-2009 04:54 PM

That's okay hun...
Can you drown them out with anything,
like music? I suffer from schizophrenia so I know just how hard it is to have to deal with voices talking to you and saying cruel things. Is there anything you can do to distract yourself?

Please try and stay safe xx

butterflywithnowings 03-02-2009 05:02 PM

ive got eminem on full blast in my headphones...

not working though :(

Lyssie 03-02-2009 05:05 PM

Is there anyone you can tell or call?
xx

shieldworld 03-02-2009 05:44 PM

Sweetie, why aren't you allowed to see your friend?
Can you ring your therapist if you have one, or your GP?

Try changing music? I know my friend finds that different genres of music help with her schizophrenia at different times.

butterflywithnowings 03-02-2009 05:50 PM

ta for the reply :)

daddy wont let me see her
erm i dont know my GPs number :(

i've been changing between my chemical romance and enter shikari for a long time

shieldworld 03-02-2009 05:54 PM

Yellow Pages?
Or you could ring one of the support lines that's floating about RYL. I dunno which section they're in but there'll be a list of them somewhere.

Spirit of an Angel 03-02-2009 07:04 PM

angel
please keep talking to us we are here for you your precious you are loved
by all on here im here if you wanna a chat.


free spirit

brokenforever 03-02-2009 10:19 PM

Daughter
We are here
Please be strong
ILYSFM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really mean that sarah

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Spirit of an Angel 04-02-2009 04:44 PM

angel how are you hun please keep talking to us we love you .


free spirit

butterflywithnowings 04-02-2009 05:48 PM

well i got to see my mate today.
she's all connected to tubes and wires and it's scary :(

i just want her back :(

shieldworld 05-02-2009 11:18 PM

I know how hard it is to see friends connected to all the wires and tubes, but every wire and every tube is there to help her. It looks like one big monster but it's a monster that she needs right now.

Stay as safe as you can sweetie, it gets better.


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