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aghhh everythings going mad , i might be moving house today , i am not coping where i am my probation officer is coming over as an emergency . i cant cope the police brought me home yesterday morning , and the fme sedated me , cant rember yday at all and i cant hack this feelings i am getting , i gave the police woman my tools , i cant hack it sorry :(
so i might not be online for a while :/

I am so sorry for the difficult time you had. I have no words of advice im afraid. But I just wanted you to know that ive read and that I do care. Please try to keep safe

Sending you some comforting hugs xx

hey hun

sorry things are so rough right now i hope things calm down for you and you get things sorted we will be here when you get back hope you can get online at some point

take care midnight

I hope things get better for you soon. Good luck with the move.

Keep talking, because it does help.

Jade xxx

Hey, am sorry things have gone so crazy for you. I really hope you will be ok, update us whenever you feel ready too or have the time.

Take care,

Phoenix xxx

ok i am here , me being offline didnt last , :/
i didnt move in the end , shes going to get me a social worker and shes going to help me with stuff instead of me moving out :)
i was being so stupid tonight i was going to try and breach my licence , but omg thank god i didnt i love ryl too much
feel so triggered and crazy but idk

Thanks for keeping us updated.

Im glad you didnt have to move in a rush. I hope when you do, you will have somewhere nice to move too.

Keep talking if you feel triggered.

Jade xxx

i dont think i am going to move i went out last night and i messed things up , but i guess i have to stay here , all i want to do atm is sleep :( and curl up and cry an lots of things

i feel so rubbish , all i can do is lie in my bed and twitch about i hate this

Nothing to offer right now but *hugs*

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thanks huni , i feel so exhausted its not a nice feeling this:doze: