*sighs*
 

I really hate some people even my Ex-Friend

mainly cause when i told her I was SA and gave some detail she said this

" you were somewhat raped but somewhat not"


or some people say things like maybe he didnt know


but i know for sure he knew what he was doing

I so relate alot to Melinda from the book Speak and other movies bout people being Abused Sexually


i sometimes felt if i was hurting myself Etc...SH

that the guy who did abuse me would know he was putting me through alot of pain but he didnt get it *sighs*


i know i should let it go ....some what i have but not fully yet

i just cant seem to let go of it completly i dont know why


i though never pressed any charges against him

it is very difficult for people who were not sexually abused to understand all of the pain and hurt and just everything that goes with it. Letting go of it is a very hard thing that anyone who has been through it has to grapple with. Have you thought about pressing charges? It may help to bring some closure for you. ((hugs)))

it happend when i was 14 o 17

i am 20 now


it just would be he said she said