Back from hospital
 

I injured so badly my husband called an ambulence, The crew asked for all meds I was on. I was left in a cubical with all my meds and overdoesed in the hospital. I went in wednesday eve and came back tonight still in the same place with the same support as I went in. I feel crapp but I do want to get past this.

I had a three unit transfusion and and now feel too physically well, it just creates a greater need to injure to get back to the state I was in. It's like an eating disorder of the blood, I'm compelled beyond my control to be ill.

*hugs* do you think that you need to be brutally honest with your psych? I am really shocked that you injured badly and then OD-ed and they didn't consider further help. That's grounds for complaint.

I'm considered not mad enough for psychiatry and too mad for psychology and the CMHT just don't want to know, all I can do is continue the way I am until something or someone stops me.

Hun I don't know what to say... I'm sorry you are going through this...
*hugs you*
PM me if I can do anything<3

*hugs* do you have a diagnosis at all? I think you just need to see a better doctor. You need help and I wish I could help you get better treatment...You deserve better.

I have BPD, social anxiety, and Clinical depression. My GP has been very good and gets so frustrated that I am just rejected by the CMHT and the Crisis team. and I just keep ending up in A&E.

*Hugs*

I'm sorry to hear that things are really bad for you right now Aly. It makes me so angry that CMHT just refuse people treatment or seem to lack the capacity to help people.
I hope that when you see your psych next week you have some luck :)

Lotti x

sorry to hear you are struggling hun and that no one is really helping!

dont have much advice, sorry, but you know i am always here to listen etc
x

Thanks a lot for all your support, I'm trying to get back on board with recovery, good old shrink tuesday I hope she has some answers.

*hugs* don't let your shrink BS you about. I am glad that your GP is lovely.