please do me a favor.
 

take me out to the pasture and put me out of my misery.

nighmares.
dreams.
life.

hurry please.
i cant take this much longer.

Rain

I don't think so Rain, people would miss you way too much.

*Leaves loads of hugs* Hang in there hunny, you can and will get through this. Take care
Kat xxx

You can do this, we are here for you. Please take care.

*hugs*
you can get through this hun

*hugs you* talk to us sweetheart. We're here for you. xxx

*hugs you* I'm sorry you're finding things so hard right now

oh darlin! *cuddles* you can get through it. youare the keeper of the rain, but sometimes you have to let that rain fall else you'll explode. *gives you some cookies*

can you talk to someoneabout it? Maybe get something to help with sleepin?

oh my dear FRain, please talk to me. callemail, i'll call you if thatbetter, call collect if you haVE o...just KEEP TALKING!!!

PLESE!!!

*throws a frog at you*
*stcks one down your pants for good mesure*

I love you Rainy. Always. Good and bad, you KNOW this.
pls dont take away my frog-huntin' bud....

pls get iouch anyway you can....msn is ing a bitch for me right now so i will PM y another addy ok????
*goes to PM*

Again, I ll9ve you my dear FRainy, VERY much.

always
romp

24 hours later and still walking and talking. Things could be worse I know. sometimes I just want to start over. 37 years old. focus on the kids. focus on work. My head is above water. I have been lower. Just really stressing...getting back on course after the hurricane and all.

Thank you for replying...

Not so alone,
Rain

*cuddles* you'll never be alone darlin! Not ever. *cuddles tightly*

hi rain.
we dont know each other very well but i know you are loved and i know the feelings you are feeling, really i do. the lonliness eats away and just makes everything so much worse.
i am glad you are keeping your head above water.

Ill just come over and bite you! That will resolve all!
Love you x