just wanted.....
 

...to have a friend to talk to but i vcant bring myself to share this particular problem i just cant.....but you know how it feels when you listen to everyone else, are the first one everyone calls, turns to and ...i just cant do it anymore...

I told my mom that re
; my dad, that i still care , but i ccat be phoning way up there to talk to the docs for her and sit hpome to wait for their calss..that never come...and their pompous attitude either....
so i said i still care very much but we need to do this second hand; hubby wll call and relay to me info...i just want to unplug a lil and i finally found it in me to do it...or else i would wind myslef back into ICU again, i know that now.....so hopefully he will refer me to the new hosp

.i just thought today tho, the old one is familar, i kKNOW it has lots of therapy and it would be easuier for visits...but i think maybe a new place, a farther distance (in many ways) is what i need right now.....

anwyas sorry...i just..i want to talk ...but i cant.

Not about the really imprtant stuff, not here, not anywhere..wll ther is one place but i cant get into msn to access a certain firend t spk with her and i know she mailed....and its killing me not knowing and not bein able to help her as she isnt so well right now...

ok
*shutting up*
sorry

(a sad) romp

*hold close*
dont have words Rompers. im sorry.
love you.
xxxxxxxx

*cuddlesromp tight* honey talk to me? I know i'm not that other friend but i'm here to listen *cuddles you tightly*

we're not who you want but we'll listen.
*hugs*

*cuddles gently*

[[[Romperfry]]]

Catherine xxxx

i'm so sorry you feel down romp *hugs*
wanting to talk but not feeling like you can is an awful feeling. it's been said already^^, we're not the peson you want to talk to, but we'll always be here if you want to chat.

i think you've done the right thing by taking a step back, as much as you're there for everyone else, you have to take time for yourself. you have to.

*hugs tight*
sky xx

you lot are the best!!! thnk you sooooooooooo much!!!!!
*s deeply touched*
*a feelg less sad* romp

*cuddles Romp*

We're here sweetie.

It's good that you are taking steps to protect yourself from things that you know can trigger you, like talking to your parents. You know where I am if you want someone to vent to. Take care of yourself hun x

Glad to hear you're not feeling as bad now *hugs*

Catherine xxxx

I'm sorry you're not feeling great right now, but I hope that you can sort things out that you need, and take a little time for you. I know from seeing all the posts you put on here that you deserve it.

Take care sweetheart

im sorry thing are so rough sweetie

we are all here

lots of hugs

midnight xxxx

***Romp**** Mwah!****

Hey Lovely!

I am also glad you've taken a step backwards from taking care of others. Picking up the phone and talking to a doctor isn't a difficult thing, so why they are asking you to do that for them I don't know!

Can you let on some of the things that are hurting/worrying you? You know we'll listen Honey.

Take care

Lozx xx

Take care of yourself hun xx

*hugs*
sorry things are bad for you right now
take care
xxx

Aww sweetie it can be rough when people depend on you and you can't depend on anyone yourself.
But you did the right thing by saying what you needed to say.

Thinking of you.
xxx