GP App. 1710 Today. Notes.
 

This is what I've written for to see the GP today::

**Have run out of Propanolol yesterday. Whilst taking this on PRN and Carbemazapine 1000mg =

Feel very very anxious all the time. Thoughts race and spiral alot. I feel too elated at times. I get tired alot more than normal people. When people ask me questions sometimes I just go blank in my head. I get stressed very easily. I stop myself crying at least a couple of times a day (don't want to cry in front of people) I get so anxious at points that I breath shallowly and my chest feels tight. I think that everything I say is bad and worry hugely that I'm offending or sounding stupid and pathetic even though they tell me I'm not. I have had thoughts of self harm recently. Also I've been getting paranoid. I'm on edge all the time. I worry that people are looking at information about me or looking at my possessions i.e my phone and or laptop,..my room etc and finding bad things out but I don't know what the bad things are. I hallucinated at the cinema hearing someone laughing constantly then I saw features of their face look straight at me illuminated in the darkness. I left the cinema and they still laughed for a bit. I behave elated but inside I'm not happy at all.
I'm also slightly pre-occupied with my weight and wish to lose a stone. ASAP.
I talk too much and too fast alot of the time.

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That's what I've written and am taking to GP.

It looks good. You've written about what is bothering you and how you feel, physically and emotionally.

I agree let us know how it goes x

Well done for this!Thats brilliant.i hope that it went ok.

I was prescribed a weeks worth of Olanzapine at the lowest dose available. I've to go back and see the GP in a week.
Also was given a blood-test form for a blood test to check Carbemazapine levels {hate blood tests}
Don't really know what to think of the result at the moment.

*hugs*
well done on being honest with your gp about how you're feeling.
please keep posting and let us know how you're getting on.

sky xx