PLEASE HELP!!!
 

Im at my lowest of the low

I havent been here for ages, I have really tried my hardest to not self harm, which i havent, but on friday i took an overdose of my anti depressants.. I callapsed and cant remember a thing after that, i spent the weekend in hospital had to see the crisis team, then they let me go..
Im petrified i came so close to actually ending my life, i didnt want to really but I just cant cope anymore.. My son died nearly 8 weeks ago now and we still havent had his funeral nor any results back from his post mortem, everything has just got on top of me

I HATE MYSELF

updated last post!! :)

oh honey i'm sorry *cuddles tightly* i don't have any words of advice or anything! I'm so sorry that things are so hard right now. *cuddles*

Jess

I'm so, so sorry. It sounds like there is so much going on in your life right now. Please try to take care of yourself and stay as safe as possible, you don't need any more pain. Let someone know that you are feeling so desperate, you deserve support. I'm thinking about you. Get in touch any time.

sorry,I haven't got many words for u at this rough time

*cuddles*

But when u feel like wanting to do something silly...y don't try ringing up ppl or hang out with ppl, at least they might be able to look after u for a bit until u feel a bit better xx

i am so sorry to haer of your loss i can't even begin to imagine how you are feeling but you are in my thoughts, in my opinion i am suprised they let you out of the hospital so soon condidering all you are going through right now! do you have a lot of support at home? friends, family, professionals? i just think this is too much to try and do on your own
*hugs*

*hugs you*

Oh sweetheart I'm so sorry. It sounds like you're having a really tough time of it right now *hugs*. It must have been really frightening after the OD.

Please take care sweetie. I wish I had more for you.

im just so sorry.
*gentle snuggles*
much much love.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hi everyone
Update on me really
Im ok, still havent had my little boys funeral
But i have seen the crisis team and they have DECLARED ME AS NOT METALLY ILL!!!!
This is fantastic news regarding my other children coming home
Im so over the Moon
Also i havent done anything else silly ive been a good girl
Just want to thankyou all for the support you have shown me here, I honestly dont think i will be bck this time
yay

Good luck to everyone else in there recovery though okies xx take care you can beat this!

That's really great to hear :-) Please take care of yourself.