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I just found out. the guy i love and absolutly idolise. He's a self harmer too. I dont want to see him go through that. To hurt himself and just make himself worse. To destroy how perfect he already is. I can do it i dont matter but he does. More than anything. I dont want to watch him go through that. I can't. The very thought of it sickens me. Makes me want to die so i never have to see it. I think im reallly gonna do it this time. I need help.

and now a friend on this is going o hospital. it just gets better

expeciting him not to would be hypocritical. no-one deserves any sort of hurt...
perhaps you should both try to support each other in recovery instead. help each other not to do it.

la bf has just pointed out that he might feel the same way...
if you cant stand to see him hurt himself do you think he will be able to stand by and watch you do it to yourself??

dude, things'll get better for you, i really do :\
take care dude
All the best, Nathan xx

i dont matter in this. I can go to hell. he's important though

of course you matter, you both do :/
talk to him about it, maybe you can both help each other out.
wish i could be a better mate to you though
just take care, ok
All the best, Nathan xx

Callum, excuse my langauge but... eh hem... SHUT THE FUCK UP!
You do matter! A hell of a lot! Do you know how many people you have helped on here. Do you realize just how freakin' awesome it is that you spend your time on here helping others?
You DO matter. A lot.

And as for him doing it, well nobody is perfect. You may have saw him as perfect but seriously, nobody is. It's just a flaw, some people flaws are more shocking than others but we all have them.
You're gonna be okay. I know what it's like to feel awful when you realize someone else is going through something horrrible you had to go through. But you survived. He will too.
If you need to talk PM me, dude!

im sure your bf wont be thinkn what you are saying.
you both need to help each other.

you relly cant expect him to stop and you to continue with it. i