*od* NEED HELP NOW NOW NOW!!!
 

I am finding myself with a number of pills AGAIN.
And I have started to OD again.
I have already taken x-
which is over the dosage already.
And there is some alcohol in the fridge.
This is exactly like the other days
I need help now.
Someone please talk to me
Before I do something incredibly silly
and end up sectioned
and I break my promise to Helen.
:crying:

^^agrees please stay with us and dump those pills darling,

xx were here xx

you need to stop right now, get rid of your pills.

either you need to go to hospital or call someone

I have ended up taken more.
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they said it was dangerous to OD on this substance
The hospital told me it was.
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If I go, they'll section me for sure.
and I'm not having that
I don't know If I can
please can I just keep them by the mouse.
I am sorry
i promised Helen.
I knew I shouldn't of bought them yesterday
why am I so stupid.
:/
:crying:

can you in anyway make yourself get rid of them? its HIGHLY dangerous to keep them with you, as you said you are already over the recommeded dose, can you call anyone>>

xx

Please put them away from you, NOW.
otherwise you wont have a chioce & you will have to go to hospital because you would have taken too many to function.
put them away in your room if you can't flush them?

I'm just so fed up
I can't take this anymore.
Thank you for the replies.

have you put them away?

flush them, bin them, throw them out side BUT DO SOMETHING you cant keep them.

please
xx

im on the phone to her , she put them away & shes about to call the samartains

thanks Helen, *holds*

I have put them away
but I took another one.
I'll edit the amounths now.
I rang the samaritans they told me to ring my gP

its is a good idea, call them straight away,

let us know darling
xx

let us know whats happening <3

I am not ringing the NHS DIRECT again
Seriously
they want me sectioned already
My LORD
the doctor just rang me
I sent an email to Jo
about my paracetamol yesterday
and now
she rang the amber project
and they put me with the doctor!

I can bring a friend
Helen can I meet you in Pontyclun today?
My appointment is at 3:40
I also need to go to hospital

what did the doctor say to do??

or maybe I can bring aimee or something.
Helen can you come?
xxx

She said I am seriously damaging my liver with all of these overdoses.

you ahve an appt at 3:40 to see who?
& go to the hospital now