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I have no choice! *also triggering suicide*
I need to overdose.
There is no option. I just can't cope anymore. Yesterday night, you may have seen my 'I'm alone in the house....' post, and I'm a complete faliure. Everyone said I could get through the night without hurting myself, but no. I cut myself... not badly, but still enough to bleed. Now I'm in really bad place, worse than EVER. I bought some painkillers today - can't name them, obviously - with the intent of overdosing. However, I fell asleep before I could take them and I left the empty packet on the bed next to me (I'd taken the capsules out) and my mum found me, and assumed the worst. She tried to get me to go to hospital, even though I kept telling her I was fine she didn't believe me. I hadn't taken ANY of the capsules. I am going to later though, I just can't deal with this life anymore. Sorry. You've all tried your best to help me, it didn't work. I'm so, so sorry. :crying: xxx |
hun please please please try and hold on, believe me, i know exactly how you're feeling. but these thoughts are SO dangerous.
please try and call the samaritans or someone, or pm me if you want. but you have to fight, you're worth more than this!! xx |
I agree with h122. You are worth soooo much more than this!!
I too know exactly how you're feeling, and have been there. It's not a nice place to be, at all!! But if you were to go through with it, thats a worse place to be!! Please phone someone, or talk to someone. Feel free to PM me if you want!! Please take care of yourself, thinking of you!! xxx |
*hugs* Please keep holding on sweetie. Although it doesn't feel like it now over time life does improve so keep fighting. As the others have said, phone someone and talk to them and keep posting here if it helps.
Thinking of you, take care of yourself. xxx |
Well, I have taken two of the tablets... have loads more to go. :(
I really am trying, two tablets isn't enough for an overdose yet. I have the rest next to me, I need to take them. I'm sorry. xx Edit: I've now taken four tablets. Damn it! |
hun please throw the other pillsaway NOW!
please, u don't deserve this shit xx |
think about what you have to look forward to, the people you would devestate if u succeeded. once u OD there's no turning back.things will improve
U DON'T NEED TO DO THIS lots of love xxxxxxxxx |
Hi hun
Listen you dont have to do this I had takden tablets the other night and people on here told me to get to A & E which I did and glad I did now or would of lended up regretting it Pm me if you fancy a chat xxxxxx |
hey hun, how are you feeling today? *hugs*
xxx |
Hey hun!
How are you feeling?? Did you find someone to talk to?? xxx |
Hey guys!
I am ok actually. My mum was sooo pissed off at me, not for taking the tablets but for not telling her soon enough (because it could have been fatal). I felt really bad this morning, had a headache, but that's about it. Thanks for worrying about me, you two. xxx |
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