Going to talk to someone about it
 

I did it. F**k, I can't believe I did it. It's been about 2 -3 weeks non stop of SI. And my counsellor cancelled my appointments as I posted before, so I took everyone's advice. And I found someone else to talk to about it,
I thought at first Mrs.Ingram in school, so I went to her, she was busy today, I thought ' I matter, I'm going to get this sorted out, it's controlling me now, I can talk to someone about it! ' She told me to see Mr.davies instead, I couldn't say it aloud, we were in the leisure centre for an exam.
So I went down to school walked in, shitting myself completely because Mr.Davies still scares me, lol. So I thought and thought. I was going to get something sorted right there and then, Then I remembered there was someone else in school who said " I'm always here if you need to talk".
Mr evans. So I did it, I went into his room, really really scared.
And he said "hey han"
and I said "umm..:notsure: hi sir, basically I'm self harming everyday and I can't stop it, and I don't want to stop it, Mrs.Ingram was busy today, and Mr.Davies isn't here right now, so I remebered that you said 'you can always come to me if you need to talk', so here I am, because right now I'm in a mess :pinch: and I need to talk to somebody "
" I am here Hannah to talk" he said and explained that
he was teaching in a few minutes, so he was busy then too! But what he did do was we set up a time for tomorrow, and tomorrow at 10'oclock I'm going to talk to him about SI before my french exam.
I'm going to go for it.
And I'm just gunna rant away, but in sense order.
lol
I thought alot about RYL and how I could do it with the support from RYL :-D
I thought about printing off my thing from the serious disussion board and giving it to him tomorrow, I could stop at the library on the way
xxxx
<3
Han

hey
well done for asking for help, thats really brave! i ope you get the support you need. it sounds like a god idea to print off your other thread as then if you find it difficult to talk you can show him.
good luck
hope all goes well
*hugs*

hey, Well done for talking to someone about it. =) that must have been really scary. Anyway good luck for tomorrow hope it goes well you will have to let us know how it all goes:) Printing off a previous post would be a good idea because then it is there if you freeze up or you could talk then leave that with him or something

Well done for asking for help :)
That's a really big step to take, and you're so brave for doing it!
Good luck, hope everything goes well x

*Big hugs* Well done!! Im really proud of you for being able to ask for help. Thats a really brave thing to do. Printing off your previous post is a great idea as it would help you if you ran out of things to say, or if you couldnt think of what to say, you could just have a quick glance at it. You could also give it to him and he will have a read through it and then he will probably talk to you and ask you some questions. It might help you if you think up some questions that you think he is likely to ask you, you could write down write down the questions you think he might ask, just so your more prepared for when you see him. I wish you all the best. Let us know how it goes.

Take care best wishes Ian xxxxxxxxxx

*hugs*
That's great you managed to talk to someone :D Hope it all goes well tomorrow.
x

:hug:
I'm so proud of you han, I know that must have took a hell of a lot of guts, but you did it & I can't stop smiling right now! I love these positive posts! They give everyone some hope.
Good luck with Mr Evans tomorrow.
Love you :heart:

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy well done for asking for help and good luck for tomorrow and let us know how it goes

well done sweetie i hope he helps ya good luck and also good luck in french xxxxxxx

aw awesome well done :) hope the french went ok I had mine too, reading paper was a bit hard :O oh well well done x

Hey how did it go then?

Very, very proud of you for taking such a massive step! :)
How did it go?
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