going to the doctor..
 

okay, so my mother has noticed my arms and legs and all the stuff i've written down in my diary, and says i have to go see the doctor.
i'm really quite scared. and i don't know why.
my mother didn't even seem too concerned. she thinks going to the doctor will solve everything, and i'll come out a completely different person or something.
but i'm scared. i know it's not going to be like that.

argh, i dont know "/

Who's to say things can't work out that way?

My mom did the same thing to me, hun. Don't worry. Talking to someone may help. Who knows? You will have a way to get everything off your chest. Everything that you lock away that causes you to hurt your self won't be bottled up any more.

Just give it a chance. ^^b
Best of luck to you in your recoveries!!!

♥Lee

Hey sweetie,

I know exactly what it's like being in your position and having someone else taking control of your feelings and making you do things that you're not comfortable doing but it does work out for the best most of the time. The doctor might be able to recommend things that you haven't thought of or help that you'd not dare ask for but feel like you need.
You're right; you wont walk in there and come back out totally different but you may walk in there and come out with that tiny bit of reassurance that someone else is going to try and help you.
Sorry I can't be of much help but my PM box is always open if you need someone to talk to.

Xx

I can't really word it better than space-to-breathe has, but I just wanted to show I've read and I care.
I too was sent to the doctors after friends found out that I wasn't so happy. And I'm in the process of getting help, so it can work hun.
These things take time, you won't come out cured but you'll come out having taken that first step towards recovery.
Good luck, take care and keep us updated
Ku xx

thanks everyone for your replies :)
i've thought about it and i'm feeling a little better.
it'll be good to have someone to talk to, to let it all out

thanks :) x

Sorry dear i didn't catch your thread ealier ,

hope you are doing fine now *cuddles* stay safe xxxx

:) really thank you all so much
things went good today, i got a lot off my chest, which was so much easier without my mother there, and i'm going to see a counsellor in a few weeks too.
but yeah, thankyou all for reassurance & just generally caring :)
xxx

Glad it went well.
My dad made me go to the docs too so I know how scary it musthave been
x

Glad it went well for you sweetie, best of luck with counselling I hope it goes well for you

Glad it went well :)

It is easier to talk when no one you know is around,i totally understand how you feel...

Stay strong xx