I'm fading
 

Fading from life and breath of existance. I am lost in this world of people who work,study,travel and simply live.
I do not do that. I can't. Because I am being consumed by a dark force of depression and anorexia. And voices and ****.
I know it will end me. It tells me so, I feel it. I want it.

I'd rather you didn't fade.
Have you got a counsellor?
You could talk to them about it?
Go and do something you enjoy which makes you happy.
Sorry that probably doesn't help.
PM me if you need to talk.
Love Rhiannon xxx

Don't listen to the voices, you are stronger than they are and you can overcome them. I know it seems neverending but there is a light at the end of the tunnel, just open your eyes and you'll see it. Keep fighting because you can get through this.

Please get some help. No-one wants you to fade hun

Stay safe. I'm always here if you need someone to talk to. *cuddles*

My cpn is off sick still and gp fully booked. I have tried to get some CBT but that is an on going discussion with cpn.

I wish I could get private councelling but I don't have the funds. TheNHS ones here have an 18 month waiting list.

*hides under blanket*