my poetry stuff
 

The Rivers


You hurt me,
I hurt me,
That's how it goes,
I bleed a river,
You don't care.

I sit here crying,
You don't notice,
I'm all alone,
I can't take it,
I cry a river,

The black clouds surrounding,
They take over my body,
Take over my soul,
Keep the pain and torture within,
You know you're doing this,

You know what you're doing,
Every step further,
The more steps I take,
The more pain I suffer,
The more pain I cause,

Why does love cause so much trouble,
It's the best feeling,
Until someone changes it,
That someone says no,
Then it's the worst feeling.

My Uncles Cancer


lifes a bitch and then you die
thats what happens
you live a good a life as possible
thats not good enough
you dont make many mistakes
thats not perfect
one day you make the biggest mistake ever
you let it grow until nothing could be done
you let it take over you
all you could do is lie there
its not fair
family watched you suffering
family watched you fade away
you didnt want people to see you
you knew how painful it was for us
that shouldn't have happened

on day in july
we got that phone call
you were gone
you had ignored the pain
this pain is now too much for us to ignore
you and everyone tried to protect me
but i knew it all
the suicide
how much it spread
the fact you were there on minute but gone the next
now your not here
we try to get on
i try
it doesnt work well
my coping started when you couldn't cope
i caused pain for me jus to see if it wud take any of the pain from you
it doesnt work now
your not here
im now hurting to make sure im alive
to make me pay for the pain you had
one day ill have paid that price and will be able to move on

my baby


i miss you so much
im the one to blame though
you helped me through alot
but i killed you
i want you bac
i miss you

i loved you so much
you made me smile
you made me laugh
but now all you do
is make me cry
i love you forever

mum says im to blame
i know shes right
what sort of a parent isnt
its my fault your not here
your outside frozen cold
i killed you

i wish i cud change it
i wish you were bac
but my hurt for you going
will show my love for you
you were there when i needed
and now your gone

i miss you so much
ok you were jus a pet
but i got you to keep me happy
to keep me sane
when i was at my lowest
now im jus gonna get too low

im sorry tinkerbell
i love you
forever and always

painful scars
 

The scars on my body,
Shows that my past is real,
My failures of coping,
The needing to feel,

The pain that is hidden,
The pain that is bared,
Are totally different,
But equally shared,

The past comes to haunt me,
It is there everyday,
You're never forgotten,
You're here to stay,

Forever in my heart,
Even when taken away,
Broken into peices,
From that very day,

You left us all alone,
You left us here to fight,
Some are from you,
But most are from fright.

omg chloe theys fantastic well done!!!!! *hugs*

hurt
 

worlds of emotions
 

original World Of Emotions
 

I had lost this version of world of emotions along with alot of other things i need and i have just found them all so im writing up my original version

The feelings of love,
Lost in a world of confusion,
Confusions thats easily solved,
Confusion that never ends.

The feelings of hate,
Found when life can't get any harder,
When things just can't carry on,
Like it will always be there.

The feelings of pain,
Hurting too much when its supposed to be easy,
Whens its not meant to hurt,
When its not meant to be.

The feelings of loneliness,
Always there and never leave,
Always one single person,
Never together with people.

Wow chloe they are really good *hugs*

wow chloe they are so good *hugs* keep up the good work..


lol just realised i wrote nearly the same thing as duffer :P

Hi Chloe your poems are great. my name is Nancy Iam 27 and Registerd yesterday. i really could do with a friend right now. Iam currently suicidal. would you consider adopting me please?

chloe i really like them keep writing more

thanks peoples :)

erm untitled so far *triggering*
 

Misery
 

Staring into the blank
Wondering what has happened
Thinking why it changed
Yet never knowing the answers

Cutting the pain away
Wanting you back in my life
You never being there
Making me so isolated here

Best friends ignoring me
Enemies wanting me
Lovers hating me
Family destroying me

Sit staring at the computer
Wondering what to say to people
People asking me questions
Me sitting waiting wishing

no tite so far?
 

The pain is unbearable
So why are the cuts so weak
They go deep
Yet your numb
You don’t feel the blade
But your insides
They feel every bit of pain
You sit crying
Trying to release
Nothing
Its still there
The feeling of loneliness
Emptiness taking over
Yet you still don’t feel that blade
You sit trying
Try to go deeper
Try to feel
Impossible
Numbness takes over you
Yet you still feel inside
The hatred take over you
You try and try
Try to stop it from happening
Panic
You go to deep
It wont stop bleeding
You feel faint
You cry for help
No-ones there
No-one can hear you
No-one can see you
Crying out for help
Your left to sit there
You pass out
What will happen?
Will you ever feel?
Will you ever know what its like to love?

:O i love them chloecake!!!!!
well done!

Thankies Bee Bee xxx

numb
 

There you lie
Your emotions written
All over your body
You let go
Your life was nothing
Alcohol running through your veins
Coursing through your body
Acting like an anaesthetic
Acting like a tranquiliser

Your body numb
You cant feel it
The blood
You see it
You don’t know where its from
Then you realise
Your body doesn’t exist
Its just a map of your anger
Your guilt
Your emotions
The piece of scrap you use
To expose your feelings
You don’t care do you

Its your turn