not safe
 

ok i really dont feel safe and i really dont know what to do. ive been planning ways that i can kill myself today even in my exam i was planning ways which normally i can shut off from stuff in exams.
help.

Hey. First of all, don't do it!!!
Yes, I know, that's basically what anyone would say to you in this situation, but that's a good thing, right?
I have a couple suggestions as to how you can keep your mind off of suicide. The first and most obvious is to talk to someone about it (if not someone you know in real life, then try clicking on the Live Help-Online button at the top of the screen, and talk to a professional). Secondly, try doing something constructive. I don't know what your hobbies are or what you enjoy, but whatever it is, immerse yourself in it as much as possible. For instance, if you enjoy gardening (lol :eyeroll:), garden as much as possible. Thirdly, if you know you are vulnerable to suicidal feelings/actions, get someone you trust to get rid of any potential items you could use to attempt it, and get this person to stay with you until these feelings dissipate. I know this is the hardest one of all, because obviously if you're suicidal you're not going to want to cut off your only means of doing it, but let's face it, committing this act is not going to make anything better for anyone. You are loved regardless of whether you feel like you are or not

its kind of hard to get rid of stuff because my dad is on about 8 tablets a day and pr orders them all so theres hundreds of tablets in the house and the only ppl i could tell is my family and i hate them knowing things like this because when i do start to feel better after quite a while they dont believe and dont leave me alone and start to acuse me of things like last time they thought i had became anorexic again even though they watched me eat and made sure i didnt go to the bathroom for an hour afterwards. so i dont want them to know. i could do some art.

Suicide won't solve anything. Don't do it!. I know it seems appealing, but really? It just causes a lot of pain.
Libbie already gave you the good advice. Can you get yourself somewhere safe?
Take care. x

Art is good idea. It really helps me. Zone out into the magical art-world. x

hey,
it sounds to me like you need to contact someone who can be with you. perhaps, if you really feel you will harm yourself, you need to go to the hospital. your main priorty now is staying safe and to make it through this time. things are rough, for anyone, and it must be hard for you right now. but reaching out for help is a very strong thing to do. you are strong, and you can do this. if you want to talk my aim is allieinc


hugs. stay safe. =]

thanks. i cant really do anything to get me anywhere because if i go anywhere i eiether wont go home or wont be able to do my exams tomorrow.