smoking cigarettes
 

I have not cut or SH in a long time but, I have started to smoke cigarettes. My lesbian partner does not like it and asked me to smoke an electric cigarette instead of disposable paper cigarettes. I agree, but, now I smoke both. I like the nicotine rush that paper cigarettes give me but, I like that the electronic cigarette comes in a lot of different flavors and does not always cause me to smell like a smoker. I like to smoke even though it's an expensive addictive habit. :ermm:

I'm confused as to what you want from this thread? Did you just want to get that off your chest, or are you asking advice on whether or not you should continue smoking paper cigarettes?

I'm not entirely sure about the point you are trying to get across, but if you want help to stop smoking paper cigarettes: there's some wonderful websites out there that can help you cut down/stop altogether. There are also a multitude of smartphone apps available that have done wonders for me in the past, like LiveStrong MyQuit Coach.

Perhaps just experiment with what works for you, you may find after a while you don't need the paper cigarettes and you will find that you will save money and think to yourself I could buy extra shopping or get a iPhone for the price of my cigarettes and be a lot healthier.