im confused
 

my head is in a really wierd place tonight,
iv lost my sense of time, and im losing sense of reality
it's asthough nothing really exists..it's really hard to explain but i don't like it, and the more i try to convince myself things do exist the more i begin to think they don't
iv not been out with people 4 a couple of weeks cus i keep getting really anxious and thinking that people are watching me and judging me
im so confused tonight, and i feel so alone
things keep resorting back to thoughts of suicide and i dont like it, i don't want to die, i just hate living in my head
sorry for wasting your time...im just at a lose end tonight i think

Aww *huggles you tight* I'm not really sure what to say, but just wanted to let you know that I read and that I care.
Stay safe, yeah? And hope you feel better in the morning,
xxx

Hey Saz, i know how you feel :( I can't really offer much advice, but i am talking to you on MSN, so i'l keep you occupied, we can feel weird while talking together! *Hugs*