Something I wrote on a car ride
 

Eyes glazed over,
Each breath hurts more than the last,
Trying to control the shaking,
Focus on the future, forget the past,
Hold back the tears--they do no good,
Just prove what you knew all along,
You're weak, shallow, you'll never recover,
The world of the living is not where you belong,
Red to black to white again,
Dare you to breathe among the alive,
Wipe your eyes, smile for the world,
Knowing that all you do is a lie,
Don't burden others with your petty issues,
They don't really care, just feel sorry for you,
So go ahead, end your pain,
There's nothing anyone else can do,
A waste of breathe, of space, of time, of life,
There's nothing left for you here,
Just give up, you don't stand a chance anymore,
Close your eyes and sleep, my dear.

I like how you've started with eyes glazed over and finished with closed eyes. All the words in the middle sadden me though. If this is about yourself then you deserve to gain help from others, walk with the living and find inner happiness and peace. Stay strong.

Sophie.x