advice
 

Sat here for past 30 mins with a nurse having a major anxiety attack
The thoughts and voiced hate me for being in here
I hate it here
Why didn't I.die with the overdose why :'(
I hate myself and I'm.so scared to go into a physc ward which is where they want to put me.
Just been pit from medium to severe risk meaning I can't even go.in the bathroom without a nurse.


Dad and his girlfriend called me stupid for overdpsing.

Any advice?...

I'm so sorry for posting I just need help . I know I don't.deserve it but please...

If you don't mind me asking, what happened to cause you to overdose? I know that all of this is scary since you don't want to be in the hospital, but I really do think you should look at this as a positive rather then a negative because now you can get the help you truly need so that you can start feeling better.

Sounds rough :( I hope things get better soon, just try to take the days, even minutes if necessary as they come and focus away from the voices and what they are saying x

i don't have any words, i just want to leave love

<3

I'm going on impacts of the thoughts and voices. They wanted me to overdose so I did.

how are u doing now?

x

My only advice would be to tell the nurse what the voices are saying.

Or tell your doctor. I know it's scary, but they can't help you unless they know.

Sending my love :)
How are you doing now?
When I overdosed, I had a nurse with me at all times, I couldn't even pee without them checking on me.
Just tell the nurse/doctor, whomever you feel more comfortable with, what you are feeling and what the voices say.

I'm doing even shitter now. This isn't real nothing is. Thre voices confirm it. They want me to die therefore I want to say I'm feeling better go home and die. This cant be real. It's to scary.

I know it's scary but try to tell them, they might be able to help.

Be brave

x

take advantage of it & tell em. the more they know whats going on, the more they'll be able to help.

I told them. Had a another assesment today I'm unsafe but to vunerable to go into physc ward another one Wednesday or tomorrow then its decided physc ward anyway or home visits twice a day

Well done for telling them, that must have taken courage but you did it - well done!

I'm sorry things are so hard for you right now and I hope that the team continue to help you as best they can.

Wishing you all the best. x

Hiya guys sorry just an update i think
they think i have the start of a screzaphenic disorder , manic major depression or something like that.

i am going into a physc hospital in birmingham, london or manchester for 3-4 weeks for intensive care.

thanks for all your help guys x

manic depression, aka bipolar?

I'm under 18 and its constant I don't know

how do u feel about the possible diagnosis's?

I don't know tbh Emma.

I'm getting transferred to physc clinic in Manchester for at least a month today so speak tobyou soon x