I Lied and Have To Be Honest Here.
 

Last year I had 2 broken bones..my arm and my ankle.

I told EVERYONE, including here that they were accidents. This is VERY shameful.

I have been cutting and burning for sooo long and was in recovery. But the cuts and burns were no longer doing it for me.

I broke my own arm first..I can't say how due to the rules.
After it was healed, I broke my own ankle.

I know how serious this is. I haven"t had anymore urges and I feel so guilty for lying. I had never done anything that extreme and am so ashamed.

I'm so so sorry I lied to you guys. I didn't have the courage to tell you what really happened. But I have been carrying these secrets since it happened.

Please try not to be angry with me. I just had to tell someone.

Love you guys.
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I knew.

I kind of had my suspscions hun....no owrries
hope youre ok hug xx

Rach, we aren't stupid hun x

It's not a suprise. Forgive yourself.

I even suspected Rach n I haven't known you as long as the others. I'm proud of you for having the courage to tell us though. I know you were afraid n feeling guilty. You also know we love you and we understand. You probly didn't know this cause I don't share a lot about myself on here, but I broke my own hand too, twice! The love n acceptance we have for you is unconditional sweetheart!

*cries*

thank you all so much for being so kind. and solo, im sorry that you went through that pain also.

Ive ruined my arm and ankle for life. i have arthritis in both my wrist and ankle. and the ankle didnt heal properly which means somewhere along the way there will be a surgery..uggh. i cant believe i did this to myself.

thanks again. love you guys.
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We're not just being kind sweetie! We love you!

I've messed my hand up for life too. The bones healed, but i've done so much other damage to it. It's been months since the last time I injured it n in certain lighting it still looks bruised n doesn't feel right. There's numbness n it gets cold really easily. When it's exposed to cold, it really hurts. I can't believe I did this to myself either. You're not alone hun, ever!

Love yOu rachy darling

we knew, Rach.
hope you feel somewhat better for 'telling'.
Understand how you feel...same for my shoulder, in a 'roundabout' way that i dont think i need to elaborate on...
xxx