Why not give in?
 

I haven't been on for a couple weeks but I've been trying to stop for a while but I keep giving in... Why? I don't know. I miss cutting, I miss the pain, I miss seeing blood, I feel guilty cause I think my boyfriend deserves better than me.. I need to cut and probably will but my friend will be really pissed off about it and I don't want to fight with her.. It'd be easier for me to stop or at least keep trying to if I knew somebody cared whether I do it or not. Or If I had reasons not to do it... Help/advice?

if your best friend would be upset with you, is it because she is worried about you and doesn't know how to react? maybe you could talk to her and see if she can support you when you're feeling unsafe. or talk to your boyfriend for help. i don't think that he would be staying with you if he thought that he deserved better than you.

Well my friend was really supportive and I used to be able to talk to her about it but for the last week or so she's been mad about it and right now she won't talk to me so idk. No my boyfriend doesn't know about my depression or my cutting and I don't want him to find out! Yah you're right though.. Thanks.