Fat
 

i'm fat fat fat fat fat. thats all.

And even if you were? There are people out there who love you for you, no matter how fat/thin/tall/short you are. Looks are just something we don't choose, your real personality is inside, and it's the one you should worry about (not in your case as I'm sure you're an amazing person just the way you are :) )
Take care x

The above put it beautifully.
What makes you think you are fat and is this a realistic view, do you think?

fat is an adjective that describes your body. just like blond, freckled, tall, dark skinned, etc..... don't give it any more meaning than that. it doesn't say anything about your personality, so don't use it to attack yourself. you wouldn't define yourself by your hair color, it doesn't make sense to define yourself by your body shape (or percieved body shape) either.

I'll tell you now- you're not fat! You're beautiful just the way you are! I really hope that you can learn to believe that someday. I know it's hard at times, but, it's true. I love you! You can get through this :)

you can always send a pm if you want to talk

*hugs and love*