ive had enough
 

I cant stand this anymore **** it. I have no hope no aspirations. No one im a lonely selfish self centred ogre and i want out. I cant stand it why is emotional pain so much worse than physical.

I don't know why emotional pain is worse...almost a philosophical question.

I'm so sorry you are hurting. Maybe it'll help to talk about your despair? I know sometimes words aren't enough...but maybe they can add all together to mean something? eventually?

take care of yourself.

I hate myself, i hate my personality everything about me and i cant forgive myself for being here, being so weak and unable to end it all.

Im a failure and a let down, i hide everything from my family, all i want is for someone to love me for who i am, not be in money trouble, not overweight, not a loner, not a screw up. I cant get over the years of bullying and as stupid as it sounds because i should do. I am haunted by it everyday