Some positive(for me) news
 

I just spoke to my cpn about borderline personality disorder, we had a good chat, I showed her information I found and stuff, and she says she feels I would meet the criteria, and that we have enough to go and see the pshyc.
It feels great to be listened too, and to finally have the chance to answers about myself that people were asking 3 years ago. I know people see BPD and think its a negative thing, but for me, I feel it would be a positive step forward, in a long long road.
I just bacically wanted to share what I felt was a bit of good news!

I agree with you, this is good news, I hope it all works out for you!

that's great news that you were listened to and your cpn is going to help :) best of all you seem really happy you're moving forward.

The only annoying bit is that the chances are I'm gonna have to wait till the new year for the pshyc appointment. Never happens fast does it? Its only taken 3 years to get to this point!!!

two months isnt that long compared to three years though

Fair point! I am just like...I have spent all that time with noone listening to me, and now that someone is...I just wish it would happen a little quicker, you know? Though it will be nice to get Christmas out of the way, before dealing with all this. I just know its going to play on my mind. You know?

Yeah, i see where you are coming from.

That's great you were listened to