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Let me tell you
"You don't Feel what I feel You don't see what I see You can't help me" I feel like I'm living by this quote at the moment. No one can hear what I hear constantly, every second of every day. No breaks. No peace. Constant chatter. Constant critism. Constant crying screaming laughing talking shouting. constant constant constant I feel like my head will explode one day. I ask nicely 'please be quiet' I demand 'I need you to be quiet' I get angry 'shut up!' no peace. no rest. No one sees the things I see. Messages written on walls. men in dark coats. Shadows lurking. No one watches time go by like me. back and forth and back again. Speeding up, slowing down, standing still - disappearing completely. I lose time. Seconds, minutes, hours, days. Poof! gone. No one can help me There aren't pills that make this go away there isn't a magic wand or formula You don't grow out of it This is my life and I'm stuck with it. |
I understand. Maybe not for the same reasons, I don't know. But I know how busy it is...
... and I'm thinking of you. |
Thank you laura, thank you so much for replying.
I didn't think anyone would. I know you're going through such a difficult time thank you so much. much love xx |
You write so beautifully Emma. I understand and I'm so sorry that you're in such a lonely place right now. I'm here if you ever need to talk xxx
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Thank you hannah,
I just phoned the crisis line and got a **** loa dof abuse off them so in floads of tears atm. it's like no matter where i turn i get abuse. |
*offers hugs*
I understand. And crisis lines are bitches. |
I'm so sorry they were rude to you. That's totally out of order, and says a lot about that person. Do you want to talk about what happened?
Take care sweetheart. xxx |
can relate to a lot for your first post, the chatter, the time issues, etc. I wish I could say something to help...
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Lots of hugs i'm sorry i cant do more but just be here for you x
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*hugs*
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Although I do not hear voices and chatter, I do understand the feeling of noone understanding, as they do not have the same experiences.
I get some auditory, olfactory and visual 'hallucinations' and at my worse they are incredibly real to me. At those times, I feel it almost impossible to explain to others, as I know they do not understand, or believe me. I wish I had words of advice for you, but all I can offer is a vague understanding and some supporting hugs. *cuddles* Roiben x |
This is a lonely place.
No one in real life really understands, can relate. I'm different and I have to face that. I'm odd and wierd and different. I will always see, hear, feel things others don't... |
You may be different, and that makes you unique. From what I have seen of you, you have a beautiful soul and express yourself in a way that is just as beautiful.
I am sorry you feel so alone with this right now. Know though, that although people will never know your exact experiences and thoughts, we can emphathise and offer support for how it is making you feel. I know how lonely and isolating it can appear at times, you are not alone though. We are here for you. *cuddles* Roiben x |
I'm seeing the bad men again.
They are standing in the corner of my bedroom. Keep coming up closer, whispering in my ears. Running their fingers down my bad, grabbing my wrists. I can't breathe. |
so sorry i cant do any more than offer my support...
and say i understand. take care. |
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