Loneliness
 

Loneliness, I really don't have anyone to look after me to help me when I feel bad. I am Alone.

Its really bad - help others so much, Ive been there for C when she has needed me and when she was feeling suicidal but its not appropriate for me to tell her about me, and what I need at the moment.

I need to get away from here. I need to go away and forget about this place. lll be going to uni soon, but that still seems so far away.

I can't tell anyone how I feel. I can't escape from this nightmare in my head. Its going on and on. I can't stop it though, it repeats over and over again.

I hope it goes away soon.

I want this loneliness, emptyness to end. :sad:

Oh, Ann, I dont have many words, but for whatever it is worth, you can always message/ctc me.
So sorry you feel so alone, sweetheart.
xxx

I don't really have anything in the way of advice either but if you need anyone to talk to I'm here *hugs*

have you tried any of the 24hr phone/email support lines - such as samaritans or saneline?