Get out of MY head
 

None of this should have happened. I don't deserve it. Yes **** happened before - It DOES NOT give you the right to do that when i was passed out, asleep. It DOESNT GIVE YOU THE ****ING RIGHT TO DO THAT.

I've suffered enough.

I have lost my confidence.
I have lost my ability to trust people.
I have lost one of my jobs.
I have lost my boyfriend.
I have lost more blood.
I have lost my self respect.
I have lost my dignity.

You chose your actions.
I COULDNT.

You chose to do the worst thing possible to my body.
TO me.

It feels like I have lost everything.
But I AM not going to let you win.

****.
Its hard getting out of bed in the morning - Because of you.
The damage that I want to cause to me - MY BODY - is because of you.

Im not going to let you win.
Im not going to let you take everything I LOVE away from me.
I am not going to let you take my life away from me.

****. YOU ****ER. YOU BASTARD.
You are always going to be part of my life.
In a BAD WAY.
You ****ER.
YOU HAD NO RIGHT.
I HATE you.

I want you out of my thoughts, I want you out of my mind.
I want you to stop controlling my life.
I don't want you near me.
GET OUT OF MY ****ING HEAD.

I don't have many words right now but I wanted to post so you know there's someone here to listen if you want to talk or rant or whatever will help

save this somewhere prominent on your desktop for when you feel low or in doubt. this is a strong post, and you are a strong woman. dont let the prick bring you down. xxx