In A Couple Of Hours From Now...
 

...My alcohol will run out! Then, that's it! no more!

I have to regain control of my life, i'm 23 and been drinking since i was 15 ...But what in those days of innocence was a joke and funny is now a serious problem ...I accept that!

...I don't want sympathy, i don't expect people to rally round me, and i certainly don't go round thinking the world owes me a favour!

...I just found this forum inspiring and i find it liberating to admit in public, that i have a problem!

You're great people here,
Toby
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if you want to add me on msn just pm me,,, i an literally exactly the sae as you!!!
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sure... i'm black_velvet@hotmail.co.uk

Admitting that you have a problem is the first step to recovery.You should get some medical help, you can go through this.A lot of people did...
I don't know if going cold turkey would help, but I incline to think that it wouldn't without support.Maybe contact alcoholics anonymous?They are quite good.
You know,first you take a drink and then the drink takes you.Just take care.
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trying to give up any addiction alone is really hard so when you are ready speak to a friend, family member. or doctor about stopping so that some support can be put in place to help you.

like said maybe a group would be good so that you donit feel alone with the addiction and giving it up.

well done, I hope it goes well for you.

well done! How is it going?

Put simply... It isn't!

In a very low lonely place this week, still am about to leave the house without a drink for the first time this week. & i've remembered my meds, so that's something.

Toby
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