*hugs Matt*
*hugs hiding* that's a lot of things going on for you. I hope things are getting better.
*hugs Oliver*

*hugs Laura and Oliver*

I can't fight not doing something that I shouldn't do... but the Dark Lords forces approach and the are much bigger than what I have :(

*Hugs Mark* How are you doing?

*Hugs Laura* I'm ok thanks.

*Hugs Oliver* You are you mate?

Just to let you know everyone that i wont be around as much as i have decided to cut back the amount of time im on here due to reasons that i dont want to go into on the forums. Didnt see the point in making a brand new thread about it as nobody reads it.

*Hugs Wardies* I'm awaiting my Social worker.

ty for all the hugs everyone..
it is a whole lot going on, laura. but im trying to ignore the bad and go past it but well its like standing in the rain getting soaked and tryin to pretend its sunny. =/

hard as hell.
hope everybody here is doing ok..
L

*hugs all*

*Hugs Hiding*

*Hugs Oliver*

*glomps Mark*

Hi everyone, I hope you're all ok. I'm feeling very distant from everything in the world right now so sorry that I haven't been around much. Please still get in touch if you need anything.

*hugs Lindsay*

*hugs all*

*leaves some goodies on the table for all*

*hides in the corner*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Hidingme*

*hugs everyone*

I had a small bump in my car this morning and am feeling really bad about it. I feel even worse about the fact that I have just thrown 1 year and 4 months self harm free away.

*cuddles Lindsay*
*hugs everyone else, too* sorry... I'm not in the mood to type all the names. I did read your posts though.

*Huge Hugs Lindsay* I'm so sorry you slipped up but you should be SO PROUD of acheiving a year and 4 months free :) Remember this is a slip up , not a relapse .

*Hugs Laura* How are you hun?

Thanks, Mark.

How is everyone today?

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm up thanks to your extra motivation :)

Yay! When is your appointment?

today was better i think.. lol wasnt struggling so much witrh depression and anxiety but felt really dissociated and " zombied out" (as one of us likes to call it) i was really confused with dates and times today.. like at work i went out on cig break came back looked at the clock and was like "oh i was only gone 5 minutes?"
it seemed longer.. much longer.. alsmost like skipping between different dreams// does that make semse? lol

anthow its 5 am (fri mornig now) amd i have not neem to sleep yet so i better do that i guess haha

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Hiding*

Morning all.

*hugs Mark* I'm not feeling stable lately.
*hugs Lindsay* a year and 4 months is great. Slipping after a long time like that must feel bad, please don't think about it as a relapse.
*hugs Hiding* I get the thing with the dates sometimes too. Sometimes I'm so sure that it is wednesday, but when I read the newspaper I realize that it is already thursday or friday.

just checking in again, hi everyone

Don't mind me just going to check in for a little.
*sits in the corner with pillow*

yeah its really odd. L ( the teal typing) has been having anxiety alot lately over the past few times weve fallen asleep at night becuse usually we feel sleepy first and sorta remember going to sleep.. but the last few times we've slept its been like wwe are awake watching tv and then boom.. were asleep.. she thinks it is like we pass out or something and ittrips her out.. anxiety affects us all but with L it is just more irrational and out in left feild.. lol she needs to just chill and go with it.. but she says she cant stop it..*shrug*

we are glad the confusion is less now.. it bothered us alot..

*hugs styled wrong*
*hugs IamNOTok - listen2me*
*hugs hiding*

Ermm hey....I haven't been in here before....I just wanted somewhere safeish to go...would anyone mind if I just hid in a corner with my blanket?

love!!!!!!!!!!!!! =] nope we dont mind. [fb me if you want hmm? <3]

*sleeps*
coursework is stoopid.
not being able to focus is stoopider :(

Hi everyone, sorry I haven't been around in a while. I feel drained today, because I'm part of an LGBT domestic abuse information project and we've been writing filming material today. It'd be nice to be reminded that there's plenty good in the world.

Positive news to report though- I got a place on a German course at college, and I start in less than a fortnight!

*Hugs Pretty Reckless , Heather and Feli*

*hugs Pretty.Reckless* how are you?
*hugs Heather*
*hugs Feli* if you ever need anyone to proof read something for your course feel free to pm me... I'm a native speaker.
*hugs Mark*

hugs everyone

*hugs Louise* how are you?

*Night time Hugs my Wardies*

Hope everyone has a good day.

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay*
*spots Feli*

I just came home from therapy. Something went wrong today

Thanks for the hugs guys..

Mute.Scream: I've been better thanks. I hope youre ok. What went wrong if you dont mind me asking? *hugsss*

*hugs Pretty.Reckless*

my therapist and I were working on creating a safe place (mentally), (I think it's some kind of hypnosis). Instead of coming back at the end I went the wrong direction and was dissociated and I think I had some kind of flashback.
You can read about it in my thread http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...d.php?t=180885.

Laura, that sounds really distressing. *hugs*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Pretty Reckless*

*Hugs Lindsay*

How are you today, Mark?

Iffy , Could really use a drink but that'll solve nothing , Head vs Heart :/ How are you Lindsay?

It's good that you recognise that it won't solve anything, I hope you can find something that helps.

I'm feeling at a loss about how to move forward. I need some help with my anxiety but i've tried lots of anxiety management techniques and they don't work. I was going to ask my GP if there is some medication I can try but my OT is against it.

*Huge Hugs Lindsay* I'd be glad to share things I do to relax sometimes if you like , They may be a bit .... aalternative and / or new age , but I'm happy to share , they might help anxiety??

*hugs Lindsay* I would talk to your GP anyway, just to get a second opinion.
*hugs Mark*

*Hugs Laura*

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