UbermoronicismAgain
09-10-2008, 09:06 PM
I don't know where to start today!
Ok, so I'm currently training for my new job.
It's just Customer Service Administrator but it's a big leap from what I was doing, a lot to learn and a jump up the pay scale.
But I am travelling to Morden in Surrey from Peckham, London.
For those of you who haven't an idea of that distance it takes me from 7.30 to 9.15 from door to door.
I get up at 6, get ready and have breakfast. Bus, tube, bus and start learning something new. I seem to think I have a grip on the job and then something new pops up from nowhere and I'm thrown into confusion again.
Granted it has only been a week since I started the training but I feel so exhausted all the time. I won't have to travel like this everyday when I start alone, I will be in Westminster which is 45 minutes by bus.
Much easier.
I just feel so lost. This is a hard job for me, something so different yet so the same old ****. To explain a bit, I've been working for this company since December and I was doing a very similar job for **** money. Now however, I will be doing ten times more and where the job differs greatly, so do the systems they have in place. Meaning it's comparable to learning a new version of a language you've already known, used and become very familiar with?
I'm not explaining this very well.
I'm sooooooo tired!!! And I feel as though it's starting to break me yet I don't know eneough to do this on my own.
The office at the new site isn't even ready for me yet. I just feel like everyday is the same. Get up, travel, work, travel, eat dinner, bath and bed. No me time, no me-and-Ded time. No anything FFS!
*feels like crying very dramatically like when you were a child and your mum would tell you everything would be ok as long as it was over-the-top*
Humph.
x
Ok, so I'm currently training for my new job.
It's just Customer Service Administrator but it's a big leap from what I was doing, a lot to learn and a jump up the pay scale.
But I am travelling to Morden in Surrey from Peckham, London.
For those of you who haven't an idea of that distance it takes me from 7.30 to 9.15 from door to door.
I get up at 6, get ready and have breakfast. Bus, tube, bus and start learning something new. I seem to think I have a grip on the job and then something new pops up from nowhere and I'm thrown into confusion again.
Granted it has only been a week since I started the training but I feel so exhausted all the time. I won't have to travel like this everyday when I start alone, I will be in Westminster which is 45 minutes by bus.
Much easier.
I just feel so lost. This is a hard job for me, something so different yet so the same old ****. To explain a bit, I've been working for this company since December and I was doing a very similar job for **** money. Now however, I will be doing ten times more and where the job differs greatly, so do the systems they have in place. Meaning it's comparable to learning a new version of a language you've already known, used and become very familiar with?
I'm not explaining this very well.
I'm sooooooo tired!!! And I feel as though it's starting to break me yet I don't know eneough to do this on my own.
The office at the new site isn't even ready for me yet. I just feel like everyday is the same. Get up, travel, work, travel, eat dinner, bath and bed. No me time, no me-and-Ded time. No anything FFS!
*feels like crying very dramatically like when you were a child and your mum would tell you everything would be ok as long as it was over-the-top*
Humph.
x