trekkiecab
30-09-2008, 06:16 PM
In my experience, going through the battle of life is hard.
I mean...At age 15 I was diagnosed as Bipolar(and i've been hospitalized 8 times for it.)I am almost 19 now. I am recovering from SI. My parents are divorcing; I've had 4 bad years in a row.
The point is that I'm afraid of losing my inner child. I feel that my "inner child" is diminishing too soon. I'm trying to cling to it, but i fear someday it will be beyond my grasp.
I mean before Bipolar disorder sat in, I was a positive happy-go-lucky person. Yeah I had struggles. But i could turn the other cheek as easily as i could walk and talk. Now I'm not like that AT ALL. Pessimism has set in. I mean i try to be positive... really i do. It's just hard when your whole world seems to be crashing down.
If i simply state the facts, yeah I NOW have it good, but I'm constantly "waiting for the other shoe to drop."
help please.
Chelsea
I mean...At age 15 I was diagnosed as Bipolar(and i've been hospitalized 8 times for it.)I am almost 19 now. I am recovering from SI. My parents are divorcing; I've had 4 bad years in a row.
The point is that I'm afraid of losing my inner child. I feel that my "inner child" is diminishing too soon. I'm trying to cling to it, but i fear someday it will be beyond my grasp.
I mean before Bipolar disorder sat in, I was a positive happy-go-lucky person. Yeah I had struggles. But i could turn the other cheek as easily as i could walk and talk. Now I'm not like that AT ALL. Pessimism has set in. I mean i try to be positive... really i do. It's just hard when your whole world seems to be crashing down.
If i simply state the facts, yeah I NOW have it good, but I'm constantly "waiting for the other shoe to drop."
help please.
Chelsea