Reccent Loss
 

So recently there has been a death very close to me, my best friends sister got hit by two cars and she is now dead. She succumbed to her injuries almost as soon as it happened, and I saw the accident that day. I didn't know what had happened until I got to school but I saw the accident on the bus on my way there. It is all very tragic and ive started cutting again as a way to cope. I miss her as im sure lots of people do I just really cannot believe shes gone. I need help, I want help but I don't want to feel pain. Ive tried drinking to get rid of it, I sleep like a crazy person and ive cried so much. I really miss her. Really.

Hey!

Losing anyone can be very difficult, especially if you were close with them. I know that you mentioned that you've started cutting and drinking because of this. Have you tried other forms of distractions? This link may be helpful with coming up with some ideas of some positive things to do when you aren't feeling well: http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...ead.php?t=1403. Also, it may be helpful to talk to someone about how you are feeling. I'm sure other students at the school would like to talk since they are probably feeling similar, you could also reach out to a teacher that you trust or even your parents/family members.

I just really wanted to let you know that you are not alone in this since many other people on this site have gone through something similar, myself included. Feel free to send me a PM if you ever need someone to talk to.

Take care and stay safe :)

I'm so sorry this happened. I know it can be hard, but try not to hurt yourself over this. Your friend's sister wouldn't want you to be hurting that much. Take your time to grieve - crying is ok and normal. Remember that everyone grieves differently and that you'll probably be on an emotional roller coaster for a while. Stay safe *hugs*

i have no words but i am thinking of you, safe hugs x