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Wakeful Dreamer. 16-09-2009 09:22 AM

Poss. triggering (just in case), but quite positive
 
Today I was pretty triggered and tempted to break my six-week-free streak. Instead, I thought of all the reasons I shouldn't cut. So, here's my list, and I don't really expect anything from this. It's more for my benefit than yours, but a few words of encouragement or something would be nice? Thanks. :whistling:

For all the people who've hurt me, I will not cut.
For all the people I've hurt, I will not cut.
For all the times I've been lied to, I will not cut.
For all the times I have lied, I will not cut.
For all the times I have been let down, I will not cut.
For all the times I let myself down, I will not cut.
For all the promises people have made, I will not cut.
For all the promises people have broken, I will not cut.
For all the promises I have made, I will not cut.
For all the promises I have broken, I will not cut.
For all the good thoughts I've had, I will not cut.
For all the bad thoughts I've had, I will not cut.
For all the times I have failed, I will not cut.
For all the times I have succeeded, I will not cut.
For all the happy memories I have, I will not cut.
For all the unhappy memories I have, I will not cut.
For all the moments I was weak, I will not cut.
For all the moments I was strong, I will not cut.
For all the doubts I have, I will not cut.
For all the certainty I have, I will not cut.
For all the ones I love, I will not cut.
For all the ones I hate, I will not cut.
For my friends and family, I will not cut.
For myself, I will not cut.

lozza 16-09-2009 09:53 AM

I dont have many words right now but am thinking of you
*cuddles*

im_the_kid_that_falls 16-09-2009 10:16 AM

hey hun! Well done for fighting the urge, I know you can do it! :)
That list is so good!
Remember im here for you!
x-x-x

silent-noise 16-09-2009 11:20 AM

that was so gorgez
u've given me new reason to cut
thank you
emxxx

Katiee 17-09-2009 02:15 AM

Awhh hun, I love your list! tis' great (: Well done on not cutting. xo.

crazykat 17-09-2009 05:34 AM

Well done on doing something proactive to beat the urge to cut, you should definately be proud of yourself hun. Perhaps print out the list and stick it somewhere where you will see it to help remind you why not to give in nect time. Take care
Kat xxx

Within-Temptation 18-09-2009 12:28 AM

great job for not cutting=)
this helped me out also...thanx
i hope all goes well..good luck to you

-dae

destructogirl 18-09-2009 12:30 AM

that's really inspirational
well done and thankyou

Life is peachy 18-09-2009 08:57 AM

Well done, it's really good to see that you can find a way to beat the urges :)

Wakeful Dreamer. 19-09-2009 10:03 AM

Thanks everyone. I'm actually feeling pretty good today. = ]


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