Why I want to stop

So I can stop lying

So I can have a real smile

So I can live

So I can feel

So I can believe in something better

So I don't have to lose a battle

So I can go back to honesty

So I can sleep

So I can love

So I enjoy hugs

So my nightly intertainment isn't a fight

So I have a reason to live

So I don't scare my friends

So I can stop having to tell those who know how well I'm doing

So I don't have to hide

So I don't have a secret

So I can go swimming