Stressed, can't breathe, cut too much but still not satisfied, too much work to handle, too much school, overwhelmed, can't pass my kidney stones... What next?
Have you spoken to anyone about this overwhelming stress? Perhaps there is something that can be put in place for you at school to make it easier for you. Take care.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.