Confused

thedes · 11-07-2008, 04:40 AM

I keep having really strange thoughts, When I woke up this morning I seriously thought there was someone in the house (I was home alone at the time), I got one of my blades out and started checking all over the house because I was convinced someone was in the house and they were going to hurt me.
My mum got home and I was sitting on the couch while she was in the other room, she started telling me about perfectly normal harmless things (she was talking about the laptop cord & buying tissues) but I heard "You could have just stayed here but you never listen, you're useless", I almost started crying, I had to ask her what she said and I think I scared her. About 6 months ago I had a sort of breakdown because I thought nobody liked me, A couple of times I didn't even want to go to school because I thought everyone was being fake.
Does anyone have any idea why I keep thinking like this?

88shelz · 11-07-2008, 10:21 AM

if your feeling really stressed are low at the minute then im not surprised this is happening to you.
you sound like you have a reali low self esttems and hav a paranoid personlaity,
id be very much like you. speak to your mom hun.
perhaps she wil be able to help.
if you feel like you could, talking to a doctor could also be a good ting. zxx