Triggering (SI) - so, I need some support.
so. I want to cut.
more than need. more than the itchiness of my skin and the ache in my bones. more than the emptiness in my chest and, more than anything.
i need it.
but i want it.
i want it so badly, i cannot move.
i am so afraid.
i dont know why i want to cut.
my parents dont buy that.
the disappointment would be too much.
if i cut now, i might as well just end it.
i wouldnt be able to live with the looks, with the words.
i am so scared.