It just sort of happened, I didn't really make a conscious choice to suddenly stop or anything. I just stopped feeling the need, maybe because things stopped affecting me the way the used to, I dunno. Still, I had no reason to stop so I could stray back into it easily. It's a fine line.
I don't think that i'm ready for recovery ,that would make things worse if i'm not ready yet for it ,
i'm cut free now for 8 days but i didn't choose it it just happened ,i hope that there will be a day that i can do it and be free forever
A little angel fell into my arms at the 7th of december 2010
bit of all -i chose to do so but obviously replapsed and it just sort of happened after a large amount of failure, and it has gotten easier (at times) - jeez im so confusing at times! but yeah it was a personal decision for me, and have went outta my way for it to happen - so far
my parents found out and made my life hell, but at the time i wasn't ready to give up. i found more 'secret' places to harm and was careful to do it when nobody else was awake and could hear/confront me. it was about 4 months until i ready to give up the self-harm.
Mand, South Wales, Full-time working, single mother to 2 scarily independent girls.
I AM A PROUD PLUMERIA SISTER
It was a combiantion of things for me, I just kind stopped, I didn't see the point anymore, and I wanted to be free for when I started uni and moved out off supported accomodation. It was part of my care plan, I couldn't move out if I hadn't stopped, but after while it just happened without me thinking about it.
this is the first day of my life
Iím glad I didnít die before I met you
But now I donít care I could go anywhere with you
And Iíd probably be happy
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