I don't know about hearing you in real life. I'm sorry they laughed at you.
Please don't make a little cut. Or any cut.
You don't have to do this any more.
Hugs!
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
I think I understand what you mean; you want them to help you and just because you *can* cope doesn't mean you should do it on your own, or that it's easy. That might just be me projecting, but either way I'm sorry they didn't listen to you. Please try not to do anything, not even a little one. You can be strong, you know you have it in you.
FRainy, im here if you need and i WILL never laugh off a problem, ever. Nor will i tell you.."just do a little one" I HATE when ppl say that!
You know how to get me hunni...im in most of the day today..but will be sleeping some too (i OD'ed i supose last night and im fighting to wake up/be alert. stupid me.
anyways, i loved talking tyo you, you just seem to know how i feel..we ar VERY much alike
I love you FRainy
romp
pls dont frainy...think of how you'll feel AFTER. It will be a short relief and then the hassle of infection, bandagiing, hiding, hating the new soon-to-be scars.
Pls fight this love, i KNOW you can
pls.
I'm hom,e today but not sure if weekends are good to call you? But if you can talk call ok??
WE will help you thru this dear FRainy
love ya girl
romp
*throws your frog right back* Poor lil sucker's gonna have a headache LOL
razor blade virgin. they asked me why. they tried to keep me. they asked if i felt safe. I said yes, safe in my own mind. safe where no one knows anything. safe that way so no one one laugh at me . safe enough to make it home.
I got "fixed" and walked out. I am contemplating the addication of what i discovered last night.
I really need to get away from here.
House is going up feb 15. after 13 years.
so much stress. so much worry.
yeah safe- no i am not.
listen next time. i am not gong to fight it
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
I don't have any advice or anything helpful atm but please take care sweetie... and remember how much we love you
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
I have never had a problem with alcohol or drugs. Yes I SI. Never though of it as an addiction.
IS IT?
Method used in the past few days compared to what I HAD used all my life. One simple change has made me into a bad person. Craving more, dreaming about it, using it. I am scared if I go today they would put me in. two in two days. I didnt know how easy it was.
I dont want this today. I dont want to do this. I dont know where to go. OR how to release my inside pressure.
I look normal to the world, until you lift my sleeves, and find the ugly beast I really am.
*hugs* Rainy. Please be careful hun. And it is an addiction, but that doesn't make you a bad person, it makes you a person who is struggling with something very hard and difficult. But it's something you CAN beat. Could you try writing, drawing or going for a run to help with the pressure. I know it doesn't always help but anything that's better than the alternative is worth trying right? There's always the old screaming into a pillow?
I'm sorry things are so hard for you right now love *big hugs*
Rain - your scars don't make you an ugly beast. They're beautiful because they're testament to the wars you've fought...and won. Just because you cut, doesn't mean you lost the war - it's your way of winning the war, or go crazy...or worse.
We all have scars...other people's are only on the inside. Ours are both inside and out. I think that means we fought harder. Your scars make you a beautiful champion.
