When you're budgeting for it over and above important stuff.
When you're using it habitually.
When it's affecting your health.
When it's affecting your behaviour.
When it's controlling your social life.
I have been using for over a year, and latly it seems to be the drug of choice as im trying to stay away from ****(krystal). I have been doing it more cause we keep finding better hooks for less and less. i started saturday and did it sunday and monday not tuesday but i did wensday and not yesterday and today. i think about it alot but i dunno. sometimes i freak out if i have been strung out for awhile, but for the most part i havent really had any negetive thoughts about it.
Do you ever use alone? yeah
Have you ever substituted one drug for another, thinking that one particular drug was the problem? No not really
Have you ever manipulated or lied to a doctor to obtain prescription drugs? no
Have you ever stolen drugs or stolen to obtain drugs? yeah
Do you regularly use a drug when you wake up or when you go to bed? no
Have you ever taken one drug to overcome the effects of another?no...maybe to boost the effects
Do you avoid people or places that do not approve of you using drugs? um no
Have you ever used a drug without knowing what it was or what it would do to you? no
Has your job or school performance ever suffered from the effects of your drug use? no
Have you ever been arrested as a result of using drugs? no
Have you ever lied about what or how much you use? kinda not really
Do you put the purchase of drugs ahead of your financial responsibilities? no
Have you ever tried to stop or control your using? no
Have you ever been in a jail, hospital, or drug rehabilitation center because of your using? no
Does using interfere with your sleeping or eating? yeah
Does the thought of running out of drugs terrify you? sometimes
Do you feel it is impossible for you to live without drugs?kinda
Do you ever question your own sanity? everyday
Is your drug use making life at home unhappy? no
Have you ever thought you couldn’t fit in or have a good time without drugs? nah
Have you ever felt defensive, guilty, or ashamed about your using? no
Do you think a lot about drugs? yes
Have you had irrational or indefinable fears? yes
Has using affected your sexual relationships? no
Have you ever taken drugs you didn’t prefer? yes
Have you ever used drugs because of emotional pain or stress? no
Have you ever overdosed on any drugs? yes
Do you continue to use despite negative consequences? i havent really had any bad consequences.
Do you think you might have a drug problem? im not sure.
Thanks for taking the time to responding.
Last edited by Eliseiepoo : 08-12-2007 at 09:41 PM.
Reason: forgot to answer a question
It sounds like it's somewhat problematic, and it could get worse. You need to eat and sleep properly to be healthy.
If the temptation's too high, maybe you should try to just keep it as a weekend thing. Moderation's the key.
"Well yeah, and I'm sad, but at the same time I'm really happy that something could make me feel that sad. It's like, it makes me feel alive, you know? It makes me feel human. And the only way I could feel this sad now is if I felt somethin' really good before. So I have to take the bad with the good, so I guess what I'm feelin' is like a, beautiful sadness. I guess that sounds stupid." "Yeah."
Well if you're wondering whether it's a problem, it probably is. Coke is kinda hard to get off of, because of the mental effects of withdrawal (extreme depression and all), but I managed to quit it so can you.
yeah, that's a great description.
I think cocaine is nearly impossible to do recreationally.
it's like getting your heart broken by your boyfriend ( or girlfriend) of 2 years, and then still trying to **** him casually. it doesnt work. you need more.
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