I feel lost....HELP

[1angerymomma]

So I have noticed that the past year or even longer I get angery when people tuch me even my husband even if people stand to close to me it gets to me I have never felt like this befor. I have been hateing the way I look to. I feel like no one in my life understands how I feel or what goes on in my head, I tell my dh n he say he understands but I feel like he don't. I don't have a conselur because of no ins and don't know where to turn. O and did i for get to say I am back to not sleeping again I go a cpl of days getting like 8 houres n then weeks of at the most 3 houres of sllep a night. I feel like I am and all I want is to be by my self.

[talaiporia]

Hi,

I'm sorry to hear things are bad right now. It sounds like you're particularly agitated when people invade your personal space now. Did anything set if off? It might be worth explaining it, to your partner at least, if you haven't already so that he can be careful to give you space.

You mentioned you have no insurance. Are there any schemes that are free/charity schemes near you?

Else, some countries have state-sponsored schemes (like medicare, medicaid) for people from low incomes.

EDIT: thought I'd reply to your other thread here too. I haven't heard of stress causing seizures, but I suppose if you have high enough blood pressure it's possible. Are you able to see a doctor about it?

[1angerymomma]

I have told my husband already about how being tuched has been getting on my nerves and it's like he don't get it because he still grabs me and is always tuching me still and when he does I feel my self getting very mad and I feel like yelling and screaming at him. I don't know what has started all this I wish I did know. It has gotten so bad my and my husband has only had sex 3 times in the past year. I would love to know if this is a disorder I feel like I am crazy. The only doc's I have seen have been er doc's and one's in the hospital when they have kept me at the hospital for about 7 months they were treating the seizures as eplispy and about a month and a half ago I was in the hospital for 11 days and the did a 48 houre eeg and the nero said they were from stress and anxity so he put me on xanx for it.

[talaiporia]

It might be difficult for him to remember or adjust to it. Can you remind him when he does it, as soon as possible so it doesn't escalate?

Are you still seeing a doctor (for the Xanax)? If so it may be worth talking to him.