Triggering (Suicide) - Please show support for ace_to_the_end.

[bloodrayne]

Moderator Edit:

Please show support for Anna, ace_to_the_end.

Anna is going through a difficult time at the moment and struggling with coping with pain, but please leave some supportive replies as we know that even though the pain can be so immense sometimes, suicide is never the answer and you CAN get through this, and we are here to help you.

xx

[Gone.]

This looks like you are feeling quite a bit of pain, and you are treating yourself quite harshly. Now I don't know what has gone on, but I am sure that it isn't all your fault.

Could you talk to the person you wrote this to about how you are feeling?

'Not showing up' or however you want to describe it, is not the answer. Believe me.

Look after yourself xx

[SkiesBlue]

Hun half of those things you do not need to appologise for. The fact you love someone and told them is nothing to be sorry about, for example.
Talk to someone, as hard as it may be, they may be able to help you gain a new perspective. It took me a long time to realise that sharing my problems really did make it easier.

Take care sweetie.

[havealittlefaith]

*hugs hunni*

like SkiesBlue said half those things you do not need to be sorry for !!

really not sure what to say jsut want you to know i read and if you wanna talk about anything feel free to PM me anytime

[Snow White.]

*sits with you*

I can hear you're going through a lot of pain right now - I wonder if you would tell us a bit about what is going on for you at the moment? We are here for you, please, keep on fighting & be strong, I promise you won't feel the bad forever xxx

[tamobhuuta]

hi, just wanted to add my support. i hope things look up for you soon. xxx

[one_step_closer]

We're all here for you, please take care.

[bloodrayne]

i want to finaly come on here and tell you what has been going on the day i post that i was sick of doing this every day acting like i have recovered so that one person would be proud of me and befor her i was never worried if anyone was proud of me cause i did not care i always feel like a failer and have never cared what others think antell she pushed that she was always proud of me and then i snaped for the first time in for ever and i sorry it was on here but its the only place that i kinda felt safe to talk and i think i might have scared her if she seen this because i did not show up for school at all last week after i posted this its my first day back since i did and i dont now if i should be truth full to her and tell her i messed up again and did something really stupid the reason i said sorry for saying i love you is simple i mean it in a different way then she dose and that is what i am sorry about i have alot of thing i am sorry for and i never have the guts to say it

[bloodrayne]

for give me if i end up coming on here latter really up set i just desided its time to stop lieing and face the fact that i am not recovered and that i may need more help them me doing this on my own i might take you guys up on that pm thing cause i am hurting really bad right now

[bloodrayne]

so that did not work good at all all she wants now is for me to ask her the ? that i have that i cant ask anyone see seen them and did not even notic that i was trying to ask her with out haveing to really do it its to hard for me to ask the ? i have been asking my self for years but she for the first time called bull **** on me she new i was lieing is it that easy to tell now