Work, relationships - whats the point?

[~*Dare to Dream*~]

Im pretty pissed off at the moment.

The boss at work REALLY should learn how to ****ing speak to people, he takes the piss, dissappearing, not telling anyone when he's dissappearing off to the office to let us know to look after his tables. Bastard. Then having a ****ing go when things arent being done, errr well we need you to do some work because otherwise we cant do the things you want us to do.

Then theres the boyfriend, he has no money which means he cant phone me or text me, and everytime he answers it seems as if he doesnt actually want to talk to me as if im interrupting him, or even better he doesnt answer his phone. I was planning on going to see him, (He lives over in the isle of man - i live near milton keynes) at the beginning of november for my birthday, but its going to cost like £200 to get over there before ,money ill need over there so its looking hughly unlikely that im not going to get over there, and he didnt even seem fussed about that. what is the point. I dont know when im going to speak to him next let alone see him next so what is the point in bothering. Whats the point in being in a relationship when you live on two totally different islands, when he never makes the effort to phone or text, or come to see me for that matter, and not knowing when im actually going to see him again. What is the point.

I went for a job interveiw last friday as well, a job i really wanted and i didnt get the job. i was REALLY upset and so i spoke to my boyfriend and he was the most unsupportive person in the world. He was pretty glad i didnt get the job. Cheers for that.

Its really getting me down, im getting angry and frustrated which doesn't help me with anything. I just want to scream and scream and scream..

Im sure theres more but im so tired at the moment.

[Mandimoo]

hey ann, is he worth it.... really? or is this just the long distance talking?
love you, mand x

[Mandimoo]

if it helps i canget you from milton keynes central to isle of man and back using trains walking and ferry for £91...
mand x

[airwolf282]

He sounds like a girlfriend I had years ago. She lived 50km from me but never bothered to phone, text or see me. She always came up with lame excuses. She was seeing other guys too and that upset me because I really had feelings for her. I'm glad it ended when it did because I didn't need that **** in my life.....and it sounds to me like you don't need it either. I ended up meeting my wife 4 months after that relationship ended. It's your choice but I think you're better off ending it and taking a break for a while. Hopefully sooner or later you'll meet someone that will care about you and want to spend time with you. It sounds like you have been making all the effort when it should be equal.

Nathan