Lost hope

[Fading-Away]

Today for the first time i went to see a psychiatrist because my mood swings and anxiety have just gotten out of control. I was nervous because i hate having to talk to new people about my issues, I'm comfortable now with my therapist and thats the only reason i talk to her. But this guy number one just seemed bored he kept yawning and at one point even pulled out nail clippers and started to cut his nails, and secondly didn't seem to get how serious my anxiety and stuff are. He said that because of the situation with my mom is should be depressed, even though i've struggled since i was like 12 and my mom was only diagnosed a year and a half ago. He said he didn't think i needed medication just blew it off that i should be sad cause my mom is sick and that will pass when she gets a little better. I give up! I'm sick of going to doctors and trying new medications that don't work. I don't have the stength to deal with it. I feel like maybe there is nothing wrong and maybe its all being made up in my head or something. Like if the doctors can't figure out if its depression or bipolar disorder maybe its cause theres nothing wrong. I just feel so alone. I can't keep being disappointed by docs and medications so i'm done with it all. Has anyone else had trouble with getting people to understand you? I feel like i'm screaming an no one can hear me. Its just so frustrating I can't imagine living the rest of my life like this.

[sherlock holmes]

The first psychiatrist I saw told me I was fine, and I ended up in hospital a few months later. The second psychiatrist I saw made me cry and made me feel an inch tall. Now I'm on my third psychiatrist and he finally listens to me and takes me seriously.

Finding the right doctor can be hit and miss. If you didnt get on with the psychiatrist you saw then ask to see someone else. Complain, that's what I did. Just don't give up.

[jen-x]

Try not to lose hope hun. There are plenty of good people who can help, you just have to find the right one. tbh, this guy sounds pretty naff at his job simply for the fact that he got nail clippers out!!!!! without considering the yawning! His behaviour was pretty appalling. It's definately worth trying to see someone else. What does your therapist think - are they supportive in you seeing a psych?

jen x

[Fading-Away]

my therapist definitely wants me to see a psych and even recommended this one. I don't know i hope shell back me up after next time i see her and tell her how the appointment went.

[jen-x]

Thats good, that she's supportive. She'll be able to provide you with better advice about what to do about it/whether there's anyone else you can see etc. I hope you get the support and help you deserve,

jen x