Triggering (SI) - Sick of it all.

ShatteredGlass · 15-06-2009, 06:26 PM

I think I'm having a big problem. And yet...I bet you've all faced it. I'm sick of fighting. I have borderline personality disorder... and I just feel like every damn step is a constant struggle. I'm not sure what to do.. nothing seems to help. I don't want to go home and cut, but that seems to be the only thing to help. I Feel like I'm slipping away from something...and it's terrifying.

~Kaytee~ · 16-06-2009, 01:33 PM

*hugs* I hope your feeling abit better now. Do you see someone at all? Is there anything you enjoy that you can do to feel better, I know you said nothing seems to help and I'm not sure what you've tried, but do you like drawing or writing or anything? I don't know much about BPD so not sure what to suggest.. apart from seeing someone if you dont already? Take care xx

Left in the centre · 16-06-2009, 01:37 PM

Definately know how you feel.
in fact 10 weeks ago i ended up oding for feeling that way.
So whats my advice ? do you have anyone to talk to ?
Keep fighting as tiring as it is because we can all get through this.

Do something you enjoy. dont make it all about the fight.
watch your favourtie film.
it sounds silly but little things like that can literaly get your through this.

x

ShatteredGlass · 16-06-2009, 05:16 PM

I go to the therapists twice and the psychiatrist once a month...I just got out of impatient this weekend. I've tried drawing, movies, reading...and I'm too anxious. I hate everything I'm feeling.