Thanks lindsay
I will stay safe
I don't want to give them any excuse to keep me here
I still feel like running away but it has been pointed out that that would be a very bad idea. Which is true.
I just feel so stuck.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
It's hard to have to wait till other people say you're allowed to be discharged. Often they seem to be taking their time but hopefully they're just being thorough so you can be discharged with the right support in place. You're not entirely stuck though, you are in charge of your own actions and you're doing so well. Do you have anything you can do that will take your mind off things a bit? Don't sit there suffering.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
I'm watching stuff on my ipad to pass the time
It's hard to get into things at the moment though. I have zero concentration or interest in doing anything
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
I'm so sorry, Beckie. That really sucks. It can be so, so incredibly frustrating to feel trapped and stuck. I don't know that I have good words, but I know how awful it feels. Ask for PRN if you end up needing it and I'm glad you are going to keep trying to stay safe.
Please do not give me virtual hugs unless you are only using the hug function on threads. Thanks.
You can't always keep it separate.
This is happening, this is part of you.
I’ve already said this on other threads but just wanted to say I’m going home tomorrow!
Finally!
The doctor asked me to still consider supported housing but I’m allowed home!
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Have you met your new CPN yet? Do you know if you'll have any different or additional support at home? Maybe some of the suggestions from earlier (re mental health caregivers etc) might be worth looking into once you're home?
Please do not give me virtual hugs unless you are only using the hug function on threads. Thanks.
You can't always keep it separate.
This is happening, this is part of you.
I will consider it. I feel like I have more time to make a real decision about it now and I'm not being pressured into it.
No I haven't met my new cpn. I'm still unsure as to who it actually is!
I'll still have the carers but I'll ask about specific mental health people and if I can have input from a support worker or something
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!