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26-08-2020, 05:49 PM
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Join Date: Nov 2008
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Help please.
I have been dealing with urges to od since last night. Their getting stronger and i am really worried i will act on the thoughts. Currently on hold to crisis
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26-08-2020, 10:15 PM
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Join Date: Nov 2008
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I ended up oding and i am now in a and e.
The nurse said she will call security to bring me back if i leave as she is worried about me. Fucking piss take!
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26-08-2020, 11:53 PM
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#4
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Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: UK
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Sweetheart... sending love. Look after yourself and I hope you get support and feel better x
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I don't know the first time I felt unbeautiful
The day I chose not to eat
What I do know is how I changed my life forever
Now I know I deserve better
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28-08-2020, 12:58 PM
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#6
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Join Date: Nov 2008
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I am really struggling not to od again. Yes i didnt want to stay but threaten security and shit. A and e mh thought i was under home treatment but i was discharged from them last week. So apart from crisis team and a appt next week i habe nothing.
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28-08-2020, 01:50 PM
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Join Date: Nov 2008
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Phoned crisis.. spoke to them there going to speak to someone about home treatment again. And that if i feel really unsafe go back to a and e....
I really dont want to do anything again but its almost like i cant control it
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28-08-2020, 10:26 PM
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#9
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Join Date: Nov 2008
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Thanka for the reply. I think it is a way of saying i am really really struggling.
Im back in a and e as a place of safety.
Im so so anxious.
Waiting to see mental health.
The last time i was here. Wednesday night a staff member asked why i took the od. And if i wanted to od i know what to take. :(
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29-08-2020, 01:39 AM
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Petulant
Join Date: Jun 2007
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How’s it going in a&e?
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*Proud Plumeria Sister*
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29-08-2020, 01:55 AM
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#11
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Join Date: Nov 2008
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Back home now thank god! Said at the moment their just crisis managing me
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29-08-2020, 02:29 AM
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Petulant
Join Date: Jun 2007
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Was going to a&e helpful? Have they suggested any longer term support for you like a DBT refresh or STEPPS or anything? Glad you’re home though and hopefully you’ll be able to get some sleep.
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*Proud Plumeria Sister*
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29-08-2020, 02:40 AM
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#13
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Join Date: Nov 2008
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Yeh it was. Kept me safe which is what i needed. I have an aopt for poss dbt next friday. So there crisis managing me til then. Head still wont shut up
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29-08-2020, 08:01 PM
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#14
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Join Date: Nov 2008
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Being distracting most of the afternoon... on hold to crisis. Really struggling.
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30-08-2020, 03:12 PM
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Join Date: Nov 2008
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I actually endes up back in a and e last night for another od.
Crisis have been yes
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31-08-2020, 01:14 PM
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The Shadow of the Day
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland
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I'm sorry you're having a hard time. Going to A&E every time you feel like this is dangerous and I'd really urge you to find a safe way to communicate when you get to that point. They might be able to find you some better treatment, whatever you need.
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I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
You didn't come this far just to come this far.
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13-09-2020, 09:30 PM
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#18
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Join Date: Mar 2013
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How are things now for you?
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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14-09-2020, 10:46 AM
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Join Date: Nov 2008
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Erm.... okay actually . For once
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14-09-2020, 02:28 PM
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#20
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Join Date: Mar 2013
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That’s great :)
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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