She mentioned Denver, so I think it'll be eating disorder specific...I'm just really really scared, and I know it's not something to be touched on lightly, and I've noticed that all of my concerns are stemming from my illness, but I guess maybe I'm just dumbfounded...I really don't want this...but I'm starting to question if I need it. I'd love to be more stable, and normal, but I'm terrified of gaining weight...and the prospect of sobriety is terrifying as well...I'm stuck in the middle. Arghhhh...This is so freaking hard....v.v
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