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Old 25-12-2018, 08:03 AM   #8501
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They say don't let them in.
Close your eyes and clear your thoughts again.
But when I'm all alone,
They show up on their own.
Cause inner demons fight their battles with fire.
Inner demons don't play by the rules.
They say just push them down, just fight them harder.
Why would you give up on it so soon?

So angels, angels please just keep on fighting.
Angels don't give up on me today.
Cause the demons, they are there.
They just keep biting.
Cause inner demons just won't go away.

So angels please, hear my prayer.
Life is pain, life's not fair.
So angels please, please stay here.
Take the pain, take the fear.

They say it won't be hard.
But they can't see the battles of my heart.
But when I turn away,
The demons seem to stay.
Cause inner demons don't play well with angels
They cheat and lie and steal and break and bruise.
Angels please protect me from these rebels.
This is a battle I don't want to lose.



Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
"But it's the truth even if it didn't happen."


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Old 29-12-2018, 05:46 AM   #8502
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Cause all you have to say,
Is that it's gonna get better, it's gonna get better,
But it never does.
And all you have to say,
Is that it's gonna get better, it's gonna get better,
But it never does.
It never does.
It never does.

I'm not sick with depression.
I just have all the symptoms, and all the questions.
My thoughts can't stabilize.
Feelings I can't verbalize.

And all you have to say,
Is that it's gonna get better, it's gonna get better,
But it never does.
And all you have to say,
Is that it's gonna get better, it's gonna get better,
But it never does.
It never does.
It never does.
It never does.



Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
"But it's the truth even if it didn't happen."


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Old 02-01-2019, 02:55 AM   #8503
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I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me
This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy
I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say
But it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain

Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to
This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you
Now, I need somebody to know
Somebody to heal
Somebody to have
To know how it feels
It's easy to say
But it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape

Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes
I fall into your arms
I'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back around
For now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved



Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
"But it's the truth even if it didn't happen."


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Old 11-01-2019, 02:30 PM   #8504
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Awake to find the water rushing in through cracks in the ceiling
Grab your oxygen supply and leave everything behind
Dive in

Avoiding all debris, swim to the bottom of the sea
Find some shelter try and breathe, we could be here for a while

This house was shifting in our sleep from right under our feet, down to the ocean floor
Stay strong, we are with you all along, spotting you for sharks in the shadows of the rocks

Day dreams of summer trees, and your hair in the breeze
Witness the life in the tall grass, let's do this more often
The ground shakes, as I awake, under rocks on the sea floor where our house laid
Where just a few days ago I made you breakfast in bed
But the house caved into the ground when the ocean swallowed it down to the bottom
The tank's running out of oxygen
I have been rendered to shark feed
No help in sight, but sharp teeth and an appetite

I see their eyes surround me

Stayed at home for way too long
Now I'm destined for the deep blue sea

No help in sight
Big appetites
I'll be fine for one more night


Wait until the coast is clear, you can float your way to the surface
Keep a wary eye well fixated on the distance or you'll end your days counting hours in the bottom of the sea
Wait until the coast is clear, you can float your way to surface where you'll end your days with purpose
Keep a wary eye well fixated on the distance, you'll be on you're way out



When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?

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Old 15-02-2019, 02:32 PM   #8505
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"Some days, things just take way too much of my energy
I look up and the whole room's spinning"

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Old 16-02-2019, 05:12 PM   #8506
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I woke up today
To find myself in the other place
With a trail of footprints
From where I ran away
It seems everything I've heard
Just might be true
And you know me
(well you think you do)
Sometimes, I have everything - yet I wish I felt something

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Old 19-02-2019, 06:01 PM   #8507
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Lift my head up from the foreign ground I lay upon
Waking in the dark end of the longest day
Cold and broken, still I haven't slept as well as this in days

Walking on these feet for what now feels like centuries
The City streets still sing into my inner ears
Burnt out, scared and bruised but I just made through - onto

Blurry thoughts of times, in buildings I have left behind
Disappear like mist under the morning sun
Nature takes me back
Back to all the childhood stories that you told, when we still had a home

Dare I go right off the precipice, following the footsteps of no one else?
Found myself between routine and heartache
Knowing it was not a life to lead


Cold and all alone
Still I feel more at home
Sleeping rough under this tree
Than back in District 3



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Old 23-02-2019, 03:35 AM   #8508
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Died last night in my dreams
All the machines
Had been disconnected
Time was thrown at the wind
And all of my friends
Had been disaffected
Now, I'm searching for trust
In a city of rust
A city of vampires
Tonight, Elvis is dead
And everyone's spread
And love is a satire


And now I know my heart is a ghost town
My heart is a ghost town


There's no one left in the world
I'm gunslingin'
Don't give a **** if I go
Down, down, down
I got a voice in my head that keeps singing
Oh, my heart is a ghost town
My heart is a ghost town
Oh, my heart is a ghost town
(Said, my heart)
My heart is a ghost town

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Old 27-02-2019, 03:17 AM   #8509
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Prop open the door
I can actually see my breath tonight
But that doesn't mean I'm breathing
Crack a smile just for the sake of it
This could take a while
A long while

Silence is golden, especially in this case

I'm not too sure that I want it to be this way
Open mouth, closed eyes
No words are escaping


It's all a blur
It's too dark to see
Ain't it pretty the way it all streaks together at night?
Together at night

I think it's time to turn around
I really want to go home tonight
I think it's time to turn around
I really want to go home tonight

I feel like this is going nowhere
Try to think of something quick
And trust the direction of the driver

No lights, no signs
I'm at a loss for words
No lights, no signs
I'm at a loss for words

Now conversation sparks
What an easy way to break the ice
Now conversation sparks
What an easy way to break the ice



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Old 04-03-2019, 09:09 PM   #8510
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What's the matter Mary Jane, you had a hard day
As you place the don't disturb sign on the door
You lost your place in line again, what a pity
You never seem to want to dance anymore

It's a long way down
On this roller coaster
The last chance streetcar
Went off the track
And you're on it


I hear you're counting sheep again Mary Jane
What's the point of trying to dream anymore
I hear you're losing weight again Mary Jane
Do you ever wonder who you're losing it for


Well it's full speed baby
In the wrong direction
There's a few more bruises
If that's the way
You insist on heading

Please be honest Mary Jane
Are you happy
Please don't censor your tears


You're the sweet crusader
And you're on your way
You're the last great innocent
And that's why I love you

So take this moment Mary Jane and be selfish
Worry not about the cars that go by
All that matters Mary Jane is your freedom
Keep warm my dear, keep dry

Tell me
Tell me
What's the matter Mary Jane...





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Old 04-03-2019, 10:00 PM   #8511
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"Deadbolt" by Thrice

when deadbolts awake you from deja vu dreams,
at four in the morning you know where I'll be.
out running red lights asleep at the wheel.
the sirens feed my nightmares,

I just close my eyes and I'm already here;
its already too late.
I know its nothing but lies,
but they sound so sincere;
I find them too hard to hate.

and she calls from the doorway "stolen water is sweet,
so let's drink it in the darkness if you know what I mean"
and she calls from the doorway "stolen water is sweet,
so let's drink it in the darkness if you know what I mean"

and I'm almost sure
that I've been here before,
that this is not the first time I've stood in front of this door,
with an overwhelming feeling that I shouldn't go in,
but it seems this is a battle that I never could win.

and you!
my true love!
you call from the hilltop.
you call through the streets,
"Darling don't you know,
the water is poison."
and I say!
"Come on and give me my poison."

what have I done?
is it too late to save me from this place?
from the depths of the grave?
we all are those ..
who thought we were brave.
what have I done?

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Old 09-03-2019, 03:59 AM   #8512
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It barks at no one else
But me
Like it's seen
A ghost
I guess it's seen the sparks
A-flowin'
No one else
Would know
Hey man, slow down
Slow down
Idiot, slow down
Slow down
Sometimes I get overcharged
That's when you
See sparks
They ask me where the hell
I'm going?
At a thousand feet per second
Hey man, slow down
Slow down
Idiot, slow down
Slow down
Hey man, slow down
Slow down
Idiot, slow down
Slow down

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Old 24-03-2019, 12:45 AM   #8513
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Hide away things, they say
I know you'll end up blaming every single thing on me anyway
Fall apart, no one will know
I see you nervous when you feel me ripping at your clothes

Hear me, there's something I'm afraid to hide
And my conscience could burn a hole through my brain
And maybe you're the only good left in my veins

Follow me where I walk
I wanna take you to a place where we're alone so I can hear you talk
Put your mouth right on mine
I wanna prove that I'm a total waste of all your time

Hear me, there's something I'm afraid to hide
And my conscience could burn a hole through my brain
And maybe you're the only good left in my veins

I can't fix you, I can't fix me, I can't
I don't need it, I don't need this, you do
I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't lose you, I don't want this
Take it away from me
Take it away from me



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Old 03-04-2019, 10:26 PM   #8514
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You see, I want the world to believe
That there's a light inside of me,
But it's time that I come clean;
I'm not what I seem, no.

Some would say I'm possessed, yeah,
But I'll confess I've just been obsessed
With life and death and emptiness, I guess.
Can't you see? All of the change in me?

What do you want from me?!
What do you want from me?!.....

I'm empty.......... I'm empty.
I'm empty.......... I'm empty.



If I only could
make a deal with God.




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Old 11-04-2019, 03:16 PM   #8515
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Time has run out, for me.
Everythings's distand and
I don't knowwhat to
belive.
It's so hard lost in the
world confusion.
And I need to leave, for
a while.
Life is so meaningless,
There is a nothing worth a
smile.
So goodbye, i'll miss you.
And i'm sorry, but
this is my fate.
Everything is
worthless, no one who
wants me to stay.
And i'm sorry, but
i've waited too long.
So here's my
goodbye, no one will
cry over my.
I'm not worth any
tears.
It's been the years, of
abuse.
Neglected to treat the
dissordes,
That controls my youth,
For so long.
I'm in a fleshy tomb, burried
up above the ground.
It's no use, why should I
hold on?
It's been five years, don't
need one more.
So goodbye, life's
abuse.
And i'm sorry, but
this is my fate.
Everything is
worthless, no one who
wants me to stay.
And i'm sorry, but
i've waited too long.
So here's my
goodbye, no one will
cry over my.
I'm not worth any
tears.



Close your eyes, so many days go by.
Easy to find what's wrong, harder to find what's right.
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Old 21-04-2019, 07:16 PM   #8516
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BBQ food is good
You invite me out to eat it, I should
Go, but I'm feeling kind of nervous
And not quite myself

So I'm running late on purpose
And I know this won't help
How things have become between us
But if I go you'll give me hell
And that I don't know how to fix it
Is making me unwell, well


I arrive at your house
But you've just got up
And you are wearing a towel
And your eyes look dark
I help to dry your body
And I see your cut
So I give you a plaster
And we cover it up
I say "Have you been crying?"
And you say "Shut Up"


So we sit in the garden
And touch the grass
With our hands

The sun is going down now
And it's been okay
You tell me all these things you did
While I was away
And this worries me somewhat
But you say you're fine


Listen
Can you hear it?
Does it speak?
Will I feel it?
Will it hurt?
Am I near it?
I don't know


I don't know how more people haven't got mental health problems
Thinking is one of the most stressful things I've ever come across
And not being able to articulate what I want to say drives me crazy
I think I should try and read more books
And learn some new words

My sister used to read the dictionary
I'm going to start with that
I'd like to travel
I want to see India and the pyramids
A whale and that race with all the bicycles in France
I'm not sure about rivers, they scare me
But I love swimming, I'm good at it
And when I swim I think about numbers
And count the laps


When I was younger I saw a house burnt down
And I walked past it everyday for the next six years
Derelict, black, chalky and dangerous
I wondered if squatters lived there
I'm still not sure but I know there were never any parties cause it was ****
After a while the council got round to tidying out the town
Making it less offensive here and there
They said it was an eyesore so they let tore it down
Behind the house was a wall with a few bits of crappy graffiti
and the word **** written on it in giant letters
And now I walk past that

I like sitting in the park
And I like walking through it
I like taking my dogs there
And friends, and I like being alone
I like flowers and simplicity
I like compassion and thoughtful gifts
I like being able to shout
But I wish I could be quiet

When I'm quiet people think I'm sad
And usually I am


Sometimes when I'm at a busy train station
Somewhere big with the noisy trains like King's Cross
I feel like putting down my bags and shouting things out
because I've got something to say
Don't you want to share the guilt?
Don't think, just try and sleep



If I only could
make a deal with God.




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Old 23-04-2019, 05:55 PM   #8517
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Just like the kids I've been navigating my way
Through the mind-numbing reality of a godless existence
Which, at this point in my hollow and vapid life
Has erased what little ambition I've got left
And I've embraced the calamity
With an attachment and a passive disinterest
Living out the back of my '97 Camry
Wondering how the hell I got myself into this

I guess it doesn't matter anyway
I don't care about nothing but you
I guess it doesn't matter anyway
'Cause I don't care about nothing
I don't care about nothing but you
No, I don't care about nothing

She said, "I'm sick of it all
Your little games are getting old
Your little songs are getting way too literal
How about some goddamn subtlety for a change?"
She said, "I feel like I've come untethered
In a room without walls
I'm drifting on the dark and empty sea of nothing
It doesn't feel bad, it feels like nothing at all"

I guess it doesn't matter anyway
I don't care about nothing but you
I guess it doesn't matter anyway
'Cause I don't care about nothing

And I had it maxed out
I had a feeling, oh
Nothing is working
And everything's bleeding, oh
I should've tapped out
Given into my demons, oh

It's alright, it's just a flesh wound
You said you'd never saw it coming
I'm pretty happy lying here with you
It's pretty good to feel something

I don't care about nothing but you
No, I don't care about nothing
I don't care about nothing but you
No, I don't care about nothing

And I had it maxed out
I had a feeling, oh
Nothing is working
And everything's bleeding, oh
I should've tapped out
Given into my demons, oh
And I had it maxed out (I had it maxed out)
And nothing is working (Nothing is working)
And everything's bleeding, oh



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Old 25-04-2019, 11:48 AM   #8518
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You've fallen so long you got used to the wind
The hole in your chest left you nothing within
And all I can think of is why you can't leave me alone
Praying for something to open my eyes
Reach in my heart, but it's swarming of lies
And all I can think of is why you can't leave me alone
Surrounded by darkness would feel like a bless
Bullets and knives won't change any of this
Hold my self back 'cause an angel is guiding my way
Your halo
Tryin' to shine through in the dark
Somehow it got in my hands and I threw it away
Your halo
Was the only thing healing my stars
Trusted your halo whit me and I threw it away
I blame you for all the mistakes that I've made
Lying so warm and my memory fade
And all I can think off is letting you know I'm a ghost
Lost beyond reason you started to see
And all that extension was coming from me
And all that you dreamt of was crushed by the sound of my voice
Surrounded by darkness would feel like a bless
Bullets and knives won't change any of this
Hold my self back 'cause an angel is guiding my way
Your halo
Tryin' to shine through in the dark
Somehow it got in my hands and I threw it away
Your halo
Was the only thing healing my stars
Trusted your halo whit me and I threw it away
Threw it away
Threw it away
Your halo
Tryin' to shine through in the dark
Somehow it got in my hands and I threw it away
Your halo
Was the only thing healing my stars
Trusted your halo whit me and I threw it away
Threw it away, Threw it away



Close your eyes, so many days go by.
Easy to find what's wrong, harder to find what's right.
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Old 30-04-2019, 04:13 PM   #8519
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A swimming pool with no bodies
Is a problem that we can fix
He dropped his clothes on the chaise lounge
And asked, "Are you gonna come in?"
And in the night the only light
Was the glow of the surface
As they slid in the rest of them
Continued their talking and drinking
They'll never notice us

So this is the difference between
Living and not living
These are just bodies
We have a purpose
And the gravity
Pulling us from them to we

The distance between our bodies
Is a problem that we can fix
They moved slow through the current and found
Their bodies touching
Her hands move to pull him under
For some kind of kiss
As he slides in the rest of them
Continue their talking and drinking

So this is the difference between
Living and not living
These are just bodies
We have a purpose
And the gravity
Pulling us from them to we



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Old 30-04-2019, 04:47 PM   #8520
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Give me one fine day of plan sailing weather,
And I can fvck up anything, anything

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